>be me>be repper>get bf>bf is always telling me to girlmode>do it only on closed events>ffw a few years>bf built himself a house to live alone>ask me to move with him>tells me I can girlmode all I want there>place is over an hour away>wont be able to see my friends and family as often>work shouldnt be an issue because remote>turn him down because senpai needs me to look after house and pets>we go to anime events>he cosplays>he tells me to crossplay>I agree>he buys me the costume, wig, etc>have to go to his place to prepare>chicken out>invent some excuse and stand him>he doesnt seem mad>he ask me to go to another event>same deal>asks me if I really want to go>say yes>chicken out again>invent another excuse>he ghosts me>ffw over a month>still ghost>realize Im a dumb repper who lives in an old ugly house full of junk and cats that piss everywhere with parents that occasionally drop by unannounced>fml
bruh
>>42010247Bruh
an I thought I was retardedbruh
>>42010352I think it was some commitment anxiety. Like, taking that option meant other options would become unavailable, but it wasnt until the option of moving with him became unavailable that i realized it was the best option i hadnow im stuck here with a shit job that I might lose because our project was cencelled>last week>moms cat pisses over my computer>spend hours cleaning it>mom comes over with a friend>sends me to buy them pastries>and make them tea>they spend hours just talking old lady gossip>while im in my room reading LNs
>>42010247I would sacrifice everything I had for a boyfriend like that. You are a retarded piece of shit and deserve nothing.
>>42010247The definition of Girlfail.
>>42010627What is even girlfail?
>>42010352But this does not disprove you being retarded
>>42010247i know i should feel bad for you but like omfg you just got handed an out over and over and chose not to take it and now you're complaining. what all of us wouldn't give to be given the chances you had
