is it weird that I still boymode around friends that know im trans, are okay with me not passing, refer to me with correct pronouns and name, and are very nice to me?ive malefailed a few times before it's not terrible. im just very worried about being hated in public from bad experiences. my voice doesn't pass the best and im still working on somethings..
>>42014006yes it is weird. you and your autistic friends are weird>ive malefailed a few times before passing in a dream doesn't count, you will never pass
not weird. it is all about your comfort :) know that you are safe with them and work up to it if you want to.
you shouldnt listen to anon above they are just a miserable retardif you have accepting friends, that is the perfect place to try girlmodingyou should try it out. worst case scenario you get hugboxed
>>42014006you sound so cute. i love little scared anxious fem boymoders <3
>>42014144he's already getting hugboxed tho?
>>42014163lurk moar to learn what hugboxing is
>>42014184lurk moar to learn what a faketroon is (hint: it's you)
>>42014006yeah this is weird to me. but im a cunt who doesn’t believe in self ID and will gender you based on how you look and sound and act, at all times. i just couldn’t keep up with the mental effort to gender you differently like your tenderqueer friends who care about you can.
>>42014006it’s not that weird, if anything it’s more normal than regular boymoding. they’re your friends, you shouldn’t have to prove your femininity to them. malefailing with a bad voice means you should heavily start focusing on voice training, since it’s realistically the last thing holding you back
It's okay nona, it's a normal fear
>>42014006SameI came out to some trans friends i had a few months ago (i was pre hrt) and they immediately started gendering me female, bringing me along to trans social events etc. and it's really awkward because I'm basically boymoding/wearing very light fem clothes, untrained voice, no makeup etc. and they're obviously introducing me as a girl to all these people even though I don't look or sound like one at all It's nice in some ways I guess but I also feel really awkward about it all since I didn't really ask them to do all that. I just expected them to keep referring to me as a man in public
>>42014232chaser hands typed this post
I've seen weirder dude
>>42014131>>42014273okay.. I might talk to them about the potential of being more feminine, still tough though>>42014151>>42014453im not cute and I dont understand how this is a cute post, im just worried about going out with my friends tonight after not seeing them for a few weeks>>42014252yeah ive been working on it and have used my fem voice around them, its just hard keeping the consistency and not being embarrassed of it. ive been told it's good by online trans friends but i think it's just them hugboxing or only hearing good clips of me.
>>42014006Nah. I met my best friend at work, she's also MtF and we're around the same age. She and basically all my new friends see me as a woman and call me my girl name, and she even outed me to the supportive people in her department (which I hang around a lot because of her), but I boymode at work and whenever we hang out. That's mostly because I still live with my parents, my mom of which doesn't know I'm trans and is abusive. I don't want to come out to her. I also don't think I pass, but I get mistaken for a girl by basically every customer I talk to. Anyways, no, it's just the way I live. I don't like it, but sometimes we have to do things we don't like. Everyone still treats me as a girl anyway. I've tried to "detransition" into an HRT femboy before (because I can't see myself as a girl) and she straight up told me we wouldn't be friends anymore, because she doesn't hang with men. Really, the worst thing about hanging with her while boymoding is the fact having to watch her live her life as a woman the way she wants to be, and be treated like a girl and use the women's restroom and dress how she wants, is incredibly incredibly soul crushing to me.
>>42014433>and they're obviously introducing me as a girl to all these people even though I don't look or sound like one at allholy crapola nonny i completely forgot about this stage of transitionit does get better. eventually hormones will do their thing and you will grow into it and it will not be so bad. keep your head up. maybe you coudl try asking them to keep treating you as a guy for now, if it would make you more comfortable. normies don't get it but i'm sure if you explained they would understand.>>42014851>still tough thoughit will be!!!!!! see above. the weird feeling goes away as you stop seeing yourself so much as a man. it is an extremely gradual process (hence my forgetting although i forget everything anyways) but you (both) will get there. you'll have to push your limits of comfort eventually, but don't worry if it takes a while. it was three years before i really started thinking "i'm a woman" as if it were not something questionable
>>42014453lol how?
>>42015274angry faketroons will throw out any random insult when you don't make them feel valid and affirmedI've been called a transbian, chaser, chud, terf, just about everything
>>42015274the way you write is just very chaser coded like the syntax is just too aggressive and moid-coded
>>42015212yeah my parents know im trans but arent supportive, it's part of the reason I boymode as well. just a weird state in my transition i hope as I get a footing in life.>>42015260> the weird feeling goes away as you stop seeing yourself so much as a man.i try to call myself a woman to myself a lot and i do see myself as a woman, but it's hard to be 100% on that when i have stuff with my body that I know looks masculine and when family isnt supportive.>>42015383>>42015414what? im asking a question about being trans?
>>42015593holy shit go back retard
