we have that one person that left us but we still miss them. Maybe they passed away, maybe they moved away. Maybe they ghosted you. Tell me about them. What were they like? What did you do together? Your best time together, your worst? How long ago was it? Let's wallow together, nona and anon.
I aint tellin ya unless u buy me a coffee
>>42020674He died, tragically. He was my uncle. He was twice my age. He was the only person I've ever met who spoke to me frankly. He was a homosexual, and he never made a pass at me. The only person I have ever trusted.
Im sorry for how I treated you. I am with someone now and I love them to death. I think this might have been how you felt towards me back then. Thank you for the good times
>>42020674holly was a girl I knew in middle and early highschool. she was one of my best friends but her instagram got deleted and I had no other means to contact her, and by that point we went to different schools and so I haven't seen or heard from her since. she was a little bit crazy but I don't think anyone has ever understood me as well as she has, and, reflecting on her personality, I realize now that I've become a lot like her. idk why, maybe just to fill the void that she left, I guess. she had this unique magnetism, everyone who knew her was obsessed with her. I so wanted to chat with her all the time, and another friend of mine had a crush on her that took him literal years to get over. I miss her a lot and I hope she's doing okay. I hope our paths cross again one day and we can make up time for the years we were apart.
>>42020674I had a good online friend several years ago who I used to talk to about the best ways of repressing agp and about all the bs and inconsistencies of modern gender theory. then one day 2y ago he told me he decided to troon out and now he (she?) posts nudes on the internet. I guess they didn’t really die but feels like they did
>>42020674my best friend from middle school. it's been over a decade since then but i still miss him every day. it sucks knowing no one else i befriend will ever be as perfect as him. we stopped being friends because i played a mean joke on him and i dont know how to cope with it. sometimes i tell myself he was exaggerating because he used to mess with everyone in worse ways all the time, but i know thats just probably cope for me being a bad person. anyways, i've only barely started accepting that my life will live on without him. he moved countries ages ago as well so it doesn't help that we're a sea apart. i'll always wonder if he came out to his parents or just to anyone else in general. i wonder if he ever got to experiment with using womens clothing. i still have some nail polish i promised him before quarantine happened. he's the funniest guy ive ever met and the reason all my friends think im funny is bc most of my humor has been from him.
>>42020906oh shut the fuck up lmao your friend is living her best life and your just over here seething. reppers always lose.
>>42020748im so sorry anon. He sounds great. I hope you can meet again one day.i have a few . mostly people I met on here since I transitioned. a few others.A girl allie. I met her on discord because she accidentally bought 100 gecs tickets for my city, so we became friends knowing she'd be visiting in a few months. We got really close so by the time she visited, I was almost as close with her as I had ever been with anyone. Those 4 days with her were magic. Pure magic. I felt so close with her and I had so much fun. When she went home on the train i cried so hard. That 100 gecs concert was one of the best nights of my entire life. We kept in touch, she visited again but it wasnt the same. I started going down a really bad path, mostly because of /pol/ and some friends I was hanging around with. Eventually I crashed out on her and said some horrible stuff. I told her I was never her friend. I told her everything we did together was fake and made up. We never talked again. I miss you Allie. God, I miss you.I also knew a girl from here, H. She lived a few hours from my parent's house and we got close over discord before I went home for the summer in 2024. We started hanging out and we clicked so well. Not nearly like allie, but still, alot. I also thought she was incredibly cute. I loved her like I hadn't loved anyone since my highschool girlfriend, my first love. Things eventually fell apart with H, equal faults to both of us, and she spread some rumors about me that made me lose most of my friends. I don't even care though. She sucks for that but i still miss her so much. She felt so good to cuddle with.
>>42021209I appreciate you. >I crashed out on her and said some horrible stuff. I told her I was never her friend. I told her everything we did together was fake and made up. We never talked again.^ Reading this experience hit home with me... I did the exact same thing. Lashed out for what seems like no reason in hindsight. >she spread some rumors about me that made me lose most of my friends.That's shitty... but you know what? I wouldn't waste your time dwelling on someone who is so quick to trash your name.
>>42021125im not seething I’m just sad that their old self who I was friends with is gone
>>42020674They basically just decided I wasn't worth putting any time or effort into. They probably still think of me as a friend, but personally, my perspective is different. I see them as someone who got to know me for a long time, and ultimately decided they would rather do anything else but include me in their life.
>>42021550>I wouldn't waste your time dwelling on someone who is so quick to trash your name.i know but im a stupid retard who still longs for people who definatly wanted/want me to kil myself.
