>mtf>havent cum in over 4 years>dysphoria, trauma, ssris>get bottom surgery>dysphoria gone, but still cant reach a full orgasm>10 months post op, bf and i fucking all the time, still cant cum>go to sleep one night looking at videos of me sucking him off>have dream>sucking dick>...>of my father who i havent spoken to in years>wake up into earthshaking orgasm>forgot how good release feels until this moment>thighs coated in sticky cummy stuff, didnt even know i did that>lay in bed and stare at ceilingthanks dad. genuinely what do i do here? rope? how do i even come back from this
>>42023558fuck your dad
>>42023558Take a page out of my book and actually fuck your dad? Idk OP, the freudpill is RIGHT there
>>42023558fuck your dad and be his good little boy, faggot
>>42023815do you think he'd finally accept me as a woman of i did??
>>42023911My actual thoughts on the matter. Freudpill gospel from a real life dadfucker
>>42023911Yes
>>42024038Can confirm. My dadfucking pretty much lined up with me coming out, like, being referred to as both his daughter and his girlfriend was one of my requirements for the relationship. He was already supportive to begin with, me sucking his damn soul out that first night just sealed the proverbial deal
>>42024076this is wild to me, how does this even happen? what kind of relationship did you possibly have before coming out? i'm gonna stick to calling my bf daddy like a normal troon
>>42024138Many factors*Me being an unplanned birth when he was like 17, leading to a smaller age gap than is typical between the average troon and her dad(he was only 31 when the relationship started, and coulda passed for fucking 25 if not for his beard) *My mother's abuse of us both and our shared autism leading to the pair of us feeling broken, isolated and only really able to understand eachother in a scary ass world*Him being omnipresent in my life as a parent and always trying his damndest despite how exhausted he was. We were always together, always involved in eachother's lives. It just switched from "sidekick" to "girlfriend" *Him constantly protecting me from mom's abuse(even if it got a target on his back too) led to hero worship, which slowly led to catching feelings and love because my brain is wired differently. There's alot of reasons i dated my dad, those are some of them
okay let's assume im not going to literally fuck my dad. why am i like this? will i ever live a normal happy life? why tf did this happen??? i feel so lost and confused
