Every couple of months I inject myself with a high dose of estrogen as a form of self harm. I am a cis man, and the estrogen makes me insanely dysphoric, but it helps me lock in and remember what I take for granted.
>>42027472have you considered professional help?
>>42027481What for?
>>42027472
have you considered doing it weekly?
>>42027486that's kind of what the professional is for
>>42027887Why would I be doing it weekly if it's making me dysphoric? It's something I do at most once every 3 months
>>42027472first true cis ally??
>>42027927you'll get better results weekly
>>42027987I don't want any results though. That's why I'm only taking it so rarely. I may hate myself, but I don't hate myself enough to make myself constantly dysphoric
>>42027472I aspire to this level of mental illness
>>42027912I know why I'm doing this and I think I need a professional to tell me that and that I just shouldn't do this to begin with