anyone else just gave up with their transition, but not in a self-sabotaging way?like im not talking about repressing or rotmaxxing; i just mean taking no steps to transition beyond hrt and surgery im 5 years hrt and post ffs and i still use my deadname outside of my relationshipi don't voice train i dress in all baggy male clothesim not depressed and i put effort in to my life. im in uni, have a fulfilling longterm relationship, and exercise regularlyi just don't have it in me to deal with actually living as a mixed race transwoman. i mean people are fairly nice to me. I even find myself regularly malefailing somehow despite my general presentation and voice.anybody else doing this? please share you experience! pic unrelated
cowardiceinternally you and reppers are one and the same
>>42027721I'm just a repper, so I can't answer your question since my life is a self-sabotage, but holy shit, that pic is a heckin' lot of estradiol molecule tattoos gathered in one place.
>>42027721i basically do the same
>>42027735femininity, in essence, is the product of humanity's inclination to otherize itself; our inherent affect towards polarity. the feminine social norms of inhibited intentionality to placate male temperaments was not something i was subjugated to. i don't believe in assuming some feminine persona because it wouldn't be genuine. if i took my personality, stripped it of the time it took to build, and relabeled it with revealing clothes, makeup, docile mannerisms, and a "trained" voice to match would you really find it more courageous? to me there would be no greater form of shame.
>>42027721Prettiest oneMogs me
>>42027721>this is literally the average ciswoman experience of someone that doesnt put much effort into being femenineyeahyoull be ok
>>42027721surprisingly not all hons
>>42027721no i'm rotmaxxing insteadyou are a passoid so good for you
>>42030441this one but i dont think shes trans?
i guess i'm kind of like this? i have a sort of gynecoid voice anyways but i don't really put any effort into my appearance or looking feminine anymore and i'm sort of trying to andromode nowadays. it's pretty nice desu i like it a lot. i legally changed my name to something gender-neutral years ago deliberately so that i could do something like this (or detransition, i guess) if i wanted to and it was a good idea :) soon i want to cut my hair (actually wanna shave it all off just to try it) and we'll see what happens then. maybe that doesn't count, though, because it's putting effort into something. loleanyways thank you for this thread op it is nice to read a post like yours....i hope life treats you well. stay happy :)
>>42027721Lovely hsts group meet pics
>>42032457god i wish there were gender-neutral names in my language
>>42032609mobile insists on setting my name to "sage" every time i post
>>42027721>mixed raceare u hapa
>>42032609would it be too weird to use another culture's name? i know this is very normal for anglos but i do not know much about names anent languages in general...though i recall having a difficult time choosing a gender-neutral name for my middle-school Spanish class.>>42032614lol i thought it was just an ironic namefagging thing
>>42027721didnt read ur stupid post but my ex is in this ;-; poor girl still out there..
>>42032742where I live foreign names are not common outside of major cities so naming your kid something like kevin will be considered americanophilicgetting a foreign-sounding gender-neutral name while generally seeming "off" will get you clocked or considered a very weird person (both)>namefagging no saar i would never
by major cities i mean pretty much the capital, and it's swarming with foreigners so youd stand out less in general
