i keep fighting the urge to take HRT because i feel like life as a 5'5 dickless noticeably autistic quirky man will not be worth it. my mind is flooded with wanting masculinization HRT provides but not wanting to turn out a fat ugly bald man at 50. some trannies think it's worth it even if they are like that. i am jealous of the ones who actually turn out that way because they pass so well and seem so happy and confident against all odds.medium case scenario i take HRT poon out and remain a woman to some degree, because i cannot change my biologybest case i am able to see myself as a man and can live happily as one despite being transgenderworst case i rep out and question for life
>>42028932hrt rep and also take preventative measures to prevent your concerns like working out, dieting, minoxodil and finasteride, etc. i was in a similar spot and i'm on t now, i'll either keep on going as an hrt stud or get more comfortable as a guy, either way it's win-win.
>>42028932t + fin/dut and you wont have to worry abt balding. crazy how every ftm has this major fear of balding when 20% of all medicine is tailored towards the fear of men losing their hair, we have this shit figured out
>>42028932you can prevent becoming fat, maybe balding toowhen you're old none of that shit even matters anywayguys arent really as picky with their friends as women are, you'll find plenty of friends even if you're a goblin
>>42028955trying to get into working out, do u guys think it's stupid of me to want to get a good gym routine in place before starting HRT? In my mind I'll have good framework to build off of at that point, and won't have to worry about wasting T at all because I'd already have consistency & diet sorted out.
>>42028932>life as a 5'5 dickless noticeably autistic quirky man will not be worth it>not wanting to turn out a fat ugly bald man at 50Wait a bit longer and you'll be content with being a cis butch.The amount of average female mental gymnastics fem"reppers" have to go through is too ironic.
>>42029084not dumb, that's what i did. i've been doing stronglifts' 5x5 and trying to eat at least 2500 calories a day to help bulk (since i started off as underweight)
>>42028932fight no more, you are now free, and may you live as a woman in a happy familynow that you are free, time to close this browser, take a deep breath, and smile
>>42029449> could get 5 surgeries for the real thing> won't be able to cum normallywhat's the point? i know it's all or nothing thinking but really"you don't want to be seen in certain ways so your feelings aren't real". i don't see why it's so funny to acknowledge that life would be better as a 5'5 man with a naturally functioning penis rather than a FTM who is seen as a laughable woman LARPing as something she's not
>>42029544suicidebait
>>42028932Stay as butch. They get more pussy than ftms.
>>42029578>having a penis is the ultimatumSounds more like misguided/unresolved dysmorphia rather than actually wanting to be seen as male.If transition is what you really desired, coping with being dickless by living, growing, and improving as a man in every other aspect would be worth it without question.>>42029544Trve
why is everybody scared of being nonbinary. butches have taken hrt for years and wished to before the shit was even possible. just take it for a few years grow a fat clit, get top surgery and take care of your hair. also calisthenics >
