I jack off exclusively to futa rape hentai. I have a boyfriend and we’ve been together for almost a year now, Im semi-stealth at uni, in a fully cis girl friend group, and to an outside observer I look generally well adjusted, but for some reason I only get off to anime girls being raped by futanaris. I stopped being attracted to real girls a while ago, and I would NEVER do something horrible to one.What’s wrong with me? How can I stop this? I don’t even jack it that often but whenever I get the urge, once or twice a week, it has to be that. I enjoy getting fucked by my bf but it doesn’t satiate the urge. And I only developed this fetish after I transitioned. I only have eyes for my beautiful beautiful boyfriend and anime girls. This feels like a sick joke.
>>42033797how many days on T?T makes you horny
>>42033835I’m on estrogen and I have an orchiectomy scheduled for early next year. I’d rather die than have male levels of testosterone in my body
>>42033797Do you self insert in the hentai either way?
>>42033889I think I self insert as both. I hate having a penis but I feel less ashamed of it, somewhat, if I self insert as a futa who’s really enjoying herself. At the same time, I get turnt on by the idea of being raped myself. Maybe it’s about letting go of all shame regarding my weirdo female male mix body, idk.
>>42034055wow im agp as fuck and never self insert as the futa
>>42033797I'm also extremely perverted and I love rape porn. Actually I very often fantasize about being raped and having my rapist humiliate me because I don't have a penis to rape him back.Also my favorite is cuntboys being raped by futas but it's hard to find good porn of it.
>>42034084I consider myself to be HSTS because im only attracted to men outside of this weird fetish. >>42034104I’ve never stumbled upon cuntboy x futa, it does sound really hot though, (share the name/numbers of the doujins!)… I’d love to have someone “rape” me and humiliate me about my small, non functional dicklet. But my bf is not into that so oh well.
>>42034210I don't have any good one sadly.But being humiliated for not being to rape back is so hot! Not only you suffer the rape, a terrible thing to happen to you. But you also get reminded of your lack of penis, this biological injustice making your body vulnerable and inferior <3
>>42033797You have a male brain, thats whats up
>>42034244but why am I only malebrained in this one facet of my sexuality? I have genuine fembrained interests and a general way of being, like, I’ve always felt more comfortable around girls and even before transitioning I was head over heels for guys. This is genuinely my deepest secret because it makes me feel malebrained, when im really not! It would be another thing if I was a transbian coomer cooped down in her parent’s basement, but im really living like a girl right now… in all aspects but this one.