i post myself on femboy forums or what not and i get a lot of attention but i dont actually want to be one. i want to be a trans woman. it feels like i have a great opportunity to fag out but my dysphoria is too strong
>>42035245She/Her HRT Femboy Easy peasy lemon HRT-Z
>>42035245trans women are way better than femboy IRL, cant really speak for super online people
>>42035275its stupid but i cant handle being seen as a boy/man. even a man with she her that looks super femme. i need people to not see me as a man. i get so much dysphoria from it. it hurts so bad.>>42035396yeah i know its more appealing. i wish i was like that so i could take advantage of it
>>42035416Okay then just be a woman you dork!
>>42035509ughhh but nobody will want me if im a trans woman. i want to find love too
>>42035531The people who want femboys generally aren't interested in long term love.
>>42035559yeah true, im so stupid i want to date someone for marriage. everyone else my age wants to fuck. and barely anyone would ever marry a fucking tranny. worst part is is that im a bisexual with a preference for a woman and all these freaky ass horny bitches make all of us look bad to cisbians and they just assume im one of them
>>42035640No no I get it, but there are a lot of cisbians and transbians who really aren't into that. I have a loving gf who is very much not a freaky ass horny bitch. unfortunately I might actually be straight and not bi after all...
>>42035649>No no I get it, but there are a lot of cisbians and transbians who really aren't into that.i need to transition first cus rn im just a man. a feminine man but a man nonetheless. no lesbian would ever date me>No no I get it, but there are a lot of cisbians and transbians who really aren't into that.if you love her then dont break her heart and tell her
>>42035915I've already told her that I might be straight, and it was a conversation we've had several times, but it's always been a "hmm wait no I might still be bi" sort of thing so I'm not sure if it's just a need for meta attraction or not.
>>42035946>>42035946well aslong as u love each other then i dont see why labels
>>42036412The thing is, I love her but in terms of attraction it's weird. I feel like I keep wanting her to be my boyfriend and that's not fair to her.
>>42036444well if ur forcing her into the male role then thats prob dysphoric for her. if you really cant handle being a normal lesbian couple then maybe it isnt meant to be
>>42036606I'm very explicitly trying to avoid doing it, but it's the fact that I feel like I want to do it that bugs me.
>>42036620what exactly is this feeling? maybe u just want her to be a dom rather than a man
>>42036645No no I am pretty sure I want to call her my boyfriend. Maybe it's comphet. But I have been getting more androphilic lately. But I've always been adopting this weird HRT femboy sorta headspace so it might be some kind of projection thing.
>>42036687well if its really like that then maybe its not good to be w her. shell prob never deliver on wha you want and if she trys itll hurt her. ur kinda fucked ma
>>42036990Yeah I know I'm fucked up I'm trying to break up with her but I feel terrible about leaving her alone in a shitty spot of her life
>>42037025thats tough, i really cant give advice on this desu nona.
>>42037110Yeah... I'm gonna try and break up with her after the new year. I do really care about her, just not in the same way she cares about me. It sucks because I'm her first relationship, and when I had made the decision to break up with her, she had just been outed to her parents who are incredibly unsupportive of her.
