QOTT: I'm going to the market repbros. Do you want me to pick you up anything?Half the reason I wanted to make this so quick is to thank >>42036241 trip for stopping by. Your posts were lucid and informative, and if wishing I had her results makes me gay, meh, I can live with that.Previous thread >>42017674
ciggies
beer
Ciggies and beer
bag of russets
beer and ciggies
Marlboro Reds, Modelo Negras, and some Rye whiskey
>>42038111Egg nog, it's Christmas time you fuckers.
>>42038111a rope
>>42038111take your HRT, retards
I got IPAs and rum, with lemonade for the mixer, cos I gotta get my serving of fruit. I wanted to get fries from the deli, but they only had mashed potatoes.>>42038817Fair. I'll make my alcoholism seasonal next time.
>>42039208IT DOESNT HELPim never going to ever pass what is hrt even why do i need it nothing matters
>>42038111>>42035938>idk about that dood.. idk>folderanon can drop my pre pic in herefolder anon i need to see
i am a lonely and sad person
>>42040114brap
My mind refuses to fully accept that I will be a man forever. There will never be a point where I am able to become a woman nor a different person.
>>42040631Same. Also excellent image taste. Thats nosferatu the vampyre right? Love the first 3/4 of that movie more than anything else. Isabelle adjani was gorgeous in that
>>42038505how to become a furry girl
hellworld
spent today almost entirely away from this thread and felt better. excited to learn nothing>>42038111dr pepper and some cookies and cream ice cream plz
i inject just a little estrogen as a treat when I'm bored
>>42042143lincoln's head only did that because he was a repper
>>42042178Lincoln was possibly our best repper.>t. true patriot
Bicalutamide boxes have arrived.One more step towards escaping repping.
reppers are repressing trans women. do you think of yourself as a transwoman internally? do you have female gender identity
>>42042359>do you think of yourself as a transwoman internally?On some level I recognize this, but it also feels wrong to acknowledge it if I'm not even trying to engage with it.>do you have female gender identityWhen I was young I did, but nowadays it feels shameful to think that way because I've let my body get completely wrecked by male puberty and aging. Instead it feels more like I'm a formless ghost piloting some body that's not mine desu.
>>42042441>it feels shameful to think that way because I've let my bodycan't relate.I unironically tried trt hoping that this will hone in a male identity. Much to nobody's surprise, it didn't. My neurology is still feminine.i'm too old to give af about my body. I just want to no longer feel like a stranger in my own head. That'd be nice.
>>42042359I don't feel like a woman trapped in a man's body so much as I feel like the body a woman's soul got trapped in
If she could do it, then most of the neuroticism on this board is meaningless.Comparatively, I'd be at a better advantage.repping can't end soon enoughhttps://www.reddit.com/r/transtimelines/comments/1p66oy6/1_34_year_on_my_way_and_lost_80kg17637lbs_weight/
holy shit
>>42042557Why would you link something like that?Why would you give us hope?
>>42042143The kind of girl you desperately want to be with because you want to look like her
>>42042590Because i'm very much done with repping.That subreddit was repper fuel. It still is, to a certain extent, but a lot less so lately.Besides, i don't even have that grande objectives. I'm fine with permaboymoding. But goddamn it if literal 200kg goblins can make it, then every single excuse i have for repping is a pathetic joke, comparatively speaking. And it applies to most others here as well.
>>42042557I don't see what you mean. They weren't in a horrible spot to begin with aside from being morbidly obese. If they lose that weight, regardless of transition, they'll look a thousand times better.
>>42042635You're not wrong. But you gotta admit that it's an example of what can happen when will is used productively on oneself.
Being trans is just so cringe. Like seeing a timeline of a man taking estrogen and trying to act like one of the girls with other guys on estrogen and a woman who grew up a little girl and lived her whole life a woman feel like two entirely different worldsBut it doesn't make the dysphoria or feelings go away. I just want to look closer to a girl than a regular guy. Fuck I feel like a moid on the inside I just can't stand what T does. I miss looking like a twink. Fuck trannies
>>4204235950/50 i can't express the feminine part of myself, because i feel embarrassed and slightly ashamed. It's the worst when i'm in private acting a little feminine and then end up seeing myself in the mirror. Usually i just tell myself i have a feminine soul.What are people up to today? Weekend is drawing near
>>42042675>Fuck I feel like a moid on the insideLucky you. It's so much easier to rep that way.I don't have that privilege. My neurology is b0rked. Every thought that's more profound than "i need water/food" feels alien.>Fuck tranniesoh welp. I'll soon be on the other side of that fence. Luckily I already have a thick skin.
Would it be dumb to take Bicalutamide, just on its own?
