never look at your old chat logs nona .. especially of old friends
>>42040906i look at old chats everyday as a form of self-harm
>>42040906Mmm sometimes it's okay. I found a bunch of old instances of me describing my dysphoria in chat logs from me as a teenager and that was sobering to see.
>>42040906what friends
>>42040906most of my old chats are funny as fuck, and i've had the same set of friends for like a decade.
>>42040913spent the evening looking at photos from 2017-19 and seeing how outgoing i was before transition. and then being harassed by 99% of people for it, made me so closed off now. so much wasted potential, i just view everyone as a threat now x_x
there's a lot of things I've said on this site and others that I regret.
>>42040906do you wanna be friends with me nona
>>42041003maybe, but both my attempts to make friends here have been a little scary (u_u) what do you treasure in life?
>>42040992>so much wasted potential, i just view everyone as a threat now x_xSAME i think it’s absolutely crazy how i used to have actual friends and would even date ppl
