by definition, anyone who trooned that late in life (20 and over) has to be happy because they have autism and live life in a naive socially-inept bliss

>>42046635
wrong trooned at 26 and miserable

>>42046643
can you share why?

>>42046635
theres a window where with sufficient luck you can eek out a passoid life if you start in early 20s. By 30 though if you havent bitten the troon bullet its over for you.

>>42046673
why im miserable or why i trooned at 26?

>>42046682
both if you want

>>42046706
why im miserable: because im anxious avoidant and depressed. i cant get myself to socialize and im deeply lacking connection in my life. i constantly compare myself to other and that crushes myself esteem.
why i trooned at 26: didnt want to be a tranny and thought i could keep ignore the tranny thoughts however they kept getting worse, hurting more, and happening more frequently. i started self harming and felt like i was loosing my mind.

>>42046757
how old are you now?

>>42046785
27 soon to be 28

>>42046811
are you manmoding?

>>42046826
yes

>>42046832
me too, hope things get better girl

>>42046846
thanks anon. i hope as well and i hope things go okay for you.

>>42046635
not me

t. ugly manmoder

>>42046615
Im 35 tomorrow, this is the 2nd time ive transitioned in any meaningful sense, first time was 23-25 and it’s now been 29-35 tomorrow. I’m never happy, I think my life is kind of a joke, like I’m meant to suffer but I think I’m kinda numb at this point, I think if I didn’t work everyday or slept more than 3/4hours a night I wouldn’t be so out of it

>>42047211
do you pass?

>>42047237
Nobody notices me, I wear baggy clothes, but I guess where most people assume I’m just a homely woman I haven’t been misgendered and I deal with a lot of kinda gross misogynistic dude-bros and very maga clients, it’s why I don’t wear tops that show anything anymore

>>42047274
so yes? did you need ffs?

>>42047284
I think I do, I live in pretty rough poverty right now it’s why I work 2 jobs to tread water

>>42046615
I'm happy.

>>42047495
can you explain why?

>>42047516
I have friends, I have a community I'm a part of, I'm an occasional sex haver, I have a job, I have a respectable and growing wardrobe, and I have Jesus.

Yeah I'm ugly as fuck and the world is super scary, but I've got a good life now I've dealt with what was wrong with me.

>>42047542
what age did you transition?

>>42046615
Yes
>22 twink death, hair falls out forced to live as a man
>severe depression that severely lowers my quality of life in all fields
>make the decision to transition at 28
>start hormones at 31 (long story)
> destroyed my life twice and had to rebuild it
>lost most of my friends because of the last line
Now
>suicidal ideation gone
>hair is fully grown back and I have nice B cups
>married to a loving bi wife and mom to a happy 3 year old daughter
>have a big friend group and on nights when my parents watch my daughter I go out and have fun

My teens were OK, my 20s suckes and my 30s are legit awesome despite getting older.

HRT and sperm and egg banking for trans young people paid for the government should be our goal to fix the "fertility issue"

>>42046615
Slightly less miserable.

I am ugly as fuck. No ambitions. Everyone despises me for existing. Can't get employed. I really have been check-mated but it is so surreal I am not even mad.

I feel like I reached CHIM

>>42046615
i transitioned at 32. tried to start at 29 but covid hit and things got postponed. im happier now. i feel more comfortable expressing myself. my friends are now cis women and gay men, and i vibe with them better than with most cis het men. it's definitely been very hard and it still is, but it's how and when i did it and there's no sense in getting upset over it. i did get pretty lucky looks-wise and found the way to pay for ffs too.

>>42046615
I finally medically trooned at 30 and I pass. People will obviously call me a liar. Ultimately it comes down to being a luckshit no matter your age. And FFS helps too.

When I tried the first time I was in a terrible mental state so when I hit 6 months I quit thinking I'd never look back, my mental health kept deteriorating, about 3 years ago when I had a job that forced me to be sociable I realized how lost I was, took me a few months to start AA and like 7 months ago I decided to go all in with E, I'm happier than ever, tho the repercussions of living a bad life still haunt me, I am able to endure it and staying positive.