2 years ago a friend said, i no longer want to be friends. I asked them why.They said, because you wouldn't care either way.At the time i say, it puzzled me, what earth did they mean? Now its been a while, and Iv suddenly realized what makes me such a bad friend.Im fun, spontaneous, and always here, but never truly with you there. They also said, relationships whether romantic or not, are still things that have to be nurtured and in that sense they are very similar.That it seems, i always forget because i never feel the need myself.The cruel thing about my nature is that people grow close to me but im never close to them, family or foe, whatever they are at the end of the day all i really care about is having fun. I fail at connecting with people on a deep level. I could be cruel and crude and say there is nothing to connect to, or maybe whatever i am isnt supposed to be connected to.Whatever it is, the longer i am close to someone the more i hurt them, because im the type of person who may be fun at first, but soon you'll probably feel alone for you can only hide from reality so long untim you realize im not a true friend, im just here for fun.
>>42048508it's not your fault if you're a psychopath, just don't hurt people please. I don't say psychopath as an insult, it's a legitimate medical condition.
>>42048508The idea that every friendship has to be this gay ass deep talking about our feelings shit, is a product of zoomers who've poisoned themselves with twitter therapyspeak. I would much prefer you over yet another trauma dumper who I have to be emotionally available for at the drop of a pin.
>>42048508>>42048737both of you sound like losers desu
>>42048559>just don't hurt people pleaseCan't imagine being anything but indifferent to whatever this goofball says or does desu
>>42048508Eh, I wouldn't mind having a friend like you. Over the past decades I've learned that I'll lose all people around me, and I've grown numb to it. So I don't expect more than just being in the moment, when it happens. Tomorrow you might be gone, we might reconnect in 5 years, we might never see each other again or try to reconnect and it just doesn't work. That's life for now, might change in the future, might not.
>>42048508Schizoid or ASPD, call it.
