>accidentally malefailing even pre-hrt>10 months hrt and now only transphobic people i knew pre-hrt will look and call me a man>literally intersex so i have a female reproductive system internally and xx chromosomes>have bdd brainworms>look in the mirror and want to kill myself>keep boymoding bc of bddshould i rope
>>42049730I have never malefailedamazing how different our lives are going to bet. 2 years hrt
>>42049730no surgery max and keep boymoding
>>42049730You got my sympathy.You are literally retarded in body.>anon that is harshYou can't get kids what is your junk for OP!?Logically, yes. You should rope. But...Look, dude. Ma'am. You are rare. Maybe in the past you should have roped but in modern era. Nah, keep living or at least try to. We are entering new dark-era but I do not think this will last very long. Your body will benefit millions if you let people research it. Maybe that is why you absolutely should not rope yourself.And hey, you got natural whatever intersex hormones. You are sort of lucky, right. Just try to look pretty and everyone will treat you like gold.
>>42049730just because you're intersex doesn't mean you're not going to face the same issues as other trans women, I mean because you're still a trans woman. you should get the assholes out of your life and move on, probably stop visiting this website too.
>>42049769i do look pretty according to everyone i meet but i still boymode because im a retard
You are literally closer to a real woman than any disgusting moid could ever be. You don't have to settle for an axe wound, your chromosomes are human, and you were already malefailing before you even trooned out. If you 41%, I'd like to freaky friday and steal your body so that I could know what it's like to be biologically close to human for once in my life.You are THE luckshit. Troon out already freak.
>>42049730you’re literally a bdd passoid. you’re THE stereotype of a boymoder. bdd sucks and isn’t just gonna leave on its own, you should consider therapy. is boymoding really that bad when everyone thinks you’re a girl anyway? also would you be willing to post an unsee?
>>42050023someone (a friend of an irl friend) posted a pic of me a few weeks back anyways, thought i was a tranny and EVERYONE SAID I WAS A CIS WOMAN.
>>42050173yeah in the gentlest way possible you just need to get therapy for bdd like any other cissoid would. i’ll refrain from commenting on your boymode
>>42050173you 100% look like a cis woman (I'm not the anon you replied to also)
>>42050207I SWEAR I DONT LOOK LIKE A CIS WOMAN
>>42050202>>"i'll refrain from commenting on your boymode"NO TELL ME HOW TO BOYMODE BETTER PLEASE
>>42050246notice how all the men in that picture are wearing jeans and a sweater/hoodie? that’s one thing. wearing clothes fit for men well make a difference since they’re designed to make the body look boxy. both bottoms and tops should sit near the hip (NOT the waist). don’t wear earrings. choose a more masculine hair style. as a precaution, doing this might not make a difference depending on how you carry yourself, what your voice is like, etc. additionally, passing as a male will only reinforce your self-doubt and worsen your bdd. don’t be surprised if you look like a man while actively trying to look like a man
>>42050231you look like a female version of daniel radcliffe. i can believe you saying you're a boy, but only because you said so first. i definitely wouldn't think that unless you said it
>>42050381ty slime i dont care if i hate myself i just want people to stop saying im bdd and if i boymode it might stop
>>42050173You look like a fag to me because you're wearing a t-shirt for men and the big forehead and short hair. Sorry but yes you can easily pass if you fix that.
>>42049730We have sort of overlapping stories.>malefailing pre-hrt, especially by voice>10 months hrt and the male jig was completely up>definitely genetically male though>had bdd brainworms>5 years into transition now>still don't feel pretty>but I accept the obvious woman nature of my existenceIt can get better but you should probably talk to a therapist.>>42050173You literally look like a cis woman.
>>42050831worst part is im both anglefailing there so it makes my forehead look bigger AND i had put no hair effort in. it looks miles better now. i should rope.
>>42050850I DONT LOOK CIS
kys cisfoid
>>42050897love of my life tracks down the thread only to say this im going to rope. you have the worst bdd ive ever see you retard
>>42050863HOW DO YOU NOT LOOK CIS?
>>42051060I LOOK LIKE A MAN
>>42051087What man looks like that???
>>42051087If you look like a man then I look like an NFL linebacker.
>>42051135>>42051137im gunna rope
>>42049730Have you considered getting fat? I mean, what have you got to lose?
>>42051210its on the to-do list i used benzos and pioglitazone to cure my anorexia recently
>>42051238Do you have a strategy to become fat?
>>42050173what the fuck how are you dysphoric when you look like that. go see a therapist you have dysmorphia.
>>42051238>anorexic>thinking of getting fatSurprisingly common pipeline. I know of another girl(biological woman, but principle should apply) who forced herself to only masturbate to fat fetish porn for a few weeks which combined with following eating strategies gradually helped that part of her brain die down until eventually she fully switched into feederism once "fat is hot" was the dominant thought pattern. It's easier to turn one eating disorder into a different one than it is to cure disordered eating, for better and for worse
>>42050173You look like a thin nerdy cis girl you're not boymoding you're copemoding and are attached to boymoding because the memes are fun and cute. Stop attaching your identity to niche internet memes and live your best gigapassoid life
>>42051238I still gotta try pio. Not anorexic but somehow it's still impossible to put on weight.
>>42051248eat.
>>42049730"i pass and i know i pass,guys should i rope?"
>>42050173Literally the only non-cis aspect is you look too thin for the level of 'nerdy/geeky' you come off as. Either look more normal or plump up. Other than that you pass fine, you've clearly got other confidence problems besides gender dysphoria, you pass great and even sex wise you're more female than that(XX).
>>42049730Hi I can't relate because I'm ugly and don't pass but I'm also intersex in a similar way hehe (female & male reproductive parts and possibly a mosaic)
>>42049730Just accept your meant to live as a cock sleeve and shut the fuck up, lay down on your bed, and take my BWC down into your neck you pillow princess bitch. You'll just gag and practically vomit from being a mouth birthed to please superior men like me, so you might as well enjoy it and submit.
>>42051299Plenty of cis female nerds look like that. Not all of them are fat. The skinny female nerd was like a staple of nerd culture up until recent years.
this has to be a psyop holy
>>42051311dawg im in a commited relationship
>>42051320IM NOT A PSYOP
>>42051337Well time to leave that and go to your true purpose of worshipping superior white cock down your throat, being a punching bag for stronger men.
>>42051238OP(and honestly anyone who wants to become fat)>>42051277>>42051282I have, but one advice. DRINK YOUR CALORIES. Baskin Robbins, Sonics, Dairy Queen
>>42051360dawg she's stopped me trying to kill myself at least a dozen times. why are you the third person trying to fuck me on here. im not hot
>>42051356I think I'm the only one here willing to help you OP. You'll probably be happier fatter. That will be a body you build for youself. Not one you were cursed with. It will be a temple of love and butter you worked hard to turn yourself into. And there is nothing(except babies i guess) more inherently baseline reptile brain FEMALE than being fat.It's got to be better than killing yourself, why not give it a shot?
>>42051402thank you oh my god. i am trying and failing to gain weight
>>42051424Fat girl starts off as a mindset. The single easiest trick I've seen in my experiences is 'lay food out'. Bring out any food you have that won't spoil quick, cakes, brownies, candies, chips, like everything you have, or go buy two weeks worth of snacks. Then just put it all on the table next to a comfy couch. And just sort of...graze. No meals, just munch on something whenever you feel inclined, put on some binge watchable entertainment and zone out, maybe order food in if you want something hot that's not on the table.And at the end of the day, take stock of how much you actually ended up eating. You'll likely find to your shock you've eaten a ton. It especially seems to work good with soft, nicely smelling baked good type treats.
>>42051457noting this as smthn to try. uh. i alr posted my twitter on another thread so if i post it here, mind dming me there for further advice?abyssal_defiant
>>42051489That doesn't look like your account the person there is literally complaining about someone else posting their stuff on 4chan/
>>42051517i have DID its one of my headmates
>>42050173how tall are YOU HOW TALL ARE YOU HOW TALL ARE OW HOW HOW TALL HOW ATALLR ERY OU
>>420515475'6
>>42051532Ok then make a post about milkshakes on the account(not a euphemism just literally post a picture of a milkshake, like the one I posted earlier). Prove it
>>42051571milkshake post posted
>>42051557i want you to know im going to cut my wrists to this post tonight. i hope you feel happy.
>>42051607im gunna rope i stg why am i being treated like an idiot even here. i dont pass
>>42051621you're being treated like an idiot because you are an idiot, idiot
>>42051377Only fun part is I have a genetic predisposition to type 2 diabetes (but my blood sugar went back to normal on estrogen so there's that). But then what's pio for if not that?Family has lean diabetics too so maybe spamming the make more storage capacity button will be good for me.
>>42049730yeah kys stupid ugly hon
>>42049730>literally passes>more female than most of this board>only thing wrong is brainwormsyou are so lucky oh my god don't rope
>>42049730rope
theres never been a better time to kill myself wtf
>>42052881There's always a better time later
