I hate how I have to live with borderline for the rest of my life. I recently cheated on someone whilst unmedicated and I can't even remember how or why I did it in the first place, being a stupid fucking tranner is just a small bit compared to the fucking torture I go through trying to live a normal life.
>>42053926You’re a narcissistic slut
>>42053961thx, was feeling the same
if you kill yourself now you wont have to live with it any longer!
You don't have borderline personality disorder, you are just a dog shit human being. we shouldn't make up fake diseases so dogshit human beings can feel better about being dogshit human beings, then dogshit human beings don't have any incentive to change their behaviour. waaaahhhh im sick doctor i went and cheated on my doormat cuck boyfriend and sucked off some random dude from a bar after i had 13 shots of vodka on an empty stomach give me benzodiazepines please and tell me im a good person wahhhhhh. how about you get the fuck out of here and get a fucking job.
>>42054017whether bpd is real or not, the existence of the diagnosis is a wonderful thing. being mentally ill is in vogue so horrific women will say they are bpd and you will know to avoid then.
real ones know they’re fucked up and avoid integrating with other people, i’m horribly depressed when i isolate but also the most consistently steady i can be
>>42054058you can also fuck them and treat them like shit and you don't have to feel bad about it
You do have borderline personality disorder and you are a beautiful misunderstood human being. It's good we've discovered the ontological truth of mental illness so we can understand what an amazing good princess you are, and that you're perfect and don't have to change at all. You deserve lots of love t. DPD (please pick me someone pls...)
Keep trying to remember. Sit with yourself and your own feelings for a while and you might figure something out.
>>42054017>t. psychiatry-skeptic moralfag
>>42054140>noooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!1 you don't understand getting black out drunk and fucking random strangers is an illness even my social worker with a bachelors of arts in english literature agrees with me i've caught the mind aids nooooooooooooooo!!!!!11
>>42053926yeah tis sucks. also dont listen to the retards in this thread. we hate ourselves more than they ever could. were just easy targets
>>42054109Agreed. I love being able to have a chiseled in stone truth as to why I only go outside once in a blue moon and otherwise stay in my room with the drapes closed crying about being alone. There is no need for me to ever try reaching out to other because they'll get tired of my baggage eventually. Thank you Freud <3t. AVPD (i am so alone)
>>42053926>people in the big 2025 still pretending bpd is real