if you're FTM, do you ever see your naked (pre-op) body and feel like it is male, but your chest and hips are just extra fat? like i feel fat even though it's just female fat distribution making me feel that way, even though i am not. i feel like a skinny young man with extra fat everywhere. i want to work out, but i desire a male physique. this trips me up because i was born female, and don't fully awant to be transgenderthis is how i often feel looking in the mirror and it's almost dissociative. it is a strange experienceIf you're MTF, have you ever felt something similar? Almost feeling like your body is already female but there are a couple of things that need fixing?curious for ur guys' thoughts and experiences. thank you to anyone who shares what their experiences are like, i want to make sense of things
>>42055925I'm curious, because I just see a female body.If I had a penis, I'd consider myself an effeminate male with gyno. That's hot.
>>42055987doesn't feel hot when you know in another life you could be born XY and just a twink. some say that my threads seem like BDD and not GD, but i guess i'll find out soon enough.what does that feel like for you? Are you FTM? if you're trans, what does your gender dysphoria feel like?I feel like i have some strange mind-body disconnect, but i'm unsure of the origin as of right now (Gender incongruence vs. BDD or some other thing i could be mixing up with GD)
>>42055925I do feel like that sometimes. I use the opposite sex as body goals for working out which is obviously unrealistic and I think part of why I give up. I feel like there's just a lot of extra meat on me and if I get rid of it I'll be something else.But I mostly feel completely sexless or like I'm a corpse/ wearing a flesh suit.
>>42055925>(but) i want a male physiquetypo?Never felt the same way as an mtf, probably because once the bones are there they're there, there's nothing to uncover by losing weight, only fat to be gained through years of hrt+pio+weight cyclingI tend to disassociate when looking at myself though, if I can't then I just feel pure disgust and hatred, as though my bones are too big and out of place, but I can't push them back in because there's nowhere for them to be in the first placeYou can attain a decent male physique with time through working out and T though anon
>>42055987It’s not hot>detroon with tits
>>42055925I'm raped by testosteron and my skeleton is forever male what do you think I feel about my body?
>>42056314i love your spunk but the reason i ask is because i don't know what's in your brain and what this experience is like for you. i have to put in a lot of mental effort to understand and correctly label my own (autism), so i want to know what it feels like for other people, too.i am sorry things are so hard for you
>>42056159i can relate to the latter a loti don't feel like opposite sex body goals are completely unrealistic for FTMs, there are a lot of people* that show that it is completely possible to build muscle in order to nearly hide the female frame entirely. you can't target fat or bones, but you can target back and shoulders in order to build those and get a better triangular physique. I don't know much about MTF fitness, but i assume building an ass and your legs once on HRT would be your best bet.I think your limiting beliefs on what is possible and what is not are part of why you give up. there are plenty of females that build a masculine physique even before taking HRT by targeting certain muscle groups (see again that Grayson guy that's on tiktok and instagram, Grayson V Fitness on YT, built a dorito shape before HRT) if you stuck with it for years, you would be in a completely different spot. just a little bit of pushups or pullups every day can do a lot for the body over time.*(My list for personal reference: Average instagram FTM gymtok, devon spears, that grayson guy)
>>42056385sorry... I just wanted to point out that it depends on how much of a luckshit you are
>>42056252no, it's more a poor wording on having GD or wishing to be transgender confusing me. i wish i was not trans or that this was a simple phase or misconstruing of feelings, if that makes sense. if this can help the confusion, it confuses me to wish for a male body-builder physique, because i am born female.sometimes i feel disgust and anger as well :( i am sorry your circumstances rely on hormones alone. hoping HRT is going well for you, or that you can get on it soon. <3
>>42056459i feel very lucky for my circumstances. i sympathize a lot with MTFs and transfemmes. it sounds very hard. i hope you can feel better about things soon, or at least in the future you do not have to hold onto the effects of testosterone as much. no worries, anon :) you are in a hard spot and places like these can get the best of us sometimesdo you feel like it is possible to live happily, even if you are not lucky in certain ways? is transition worth it for you even if you feel you cannot fully be at a place which you idolize and see as success?
>>42055925No I feel like my body is completely female
>>42056703how does this feel for you? what makes you want to transition?
>>42055925Im a cis man and i feel the same way because my body doesnt look like picrel
>>42056776picrel needs to bulk, stop falling for the new wave of celebrity anorexia anon
>>42056776Any moid can look like this you just have to not be a fatty. Oink oink bitch
>>42056853don't make my thread toxic anon, please stay kind and civil and on topic. describe what being transgender is like for you or leave. he is relating and being honest and vulnerable, nothing wrong with that
