just found out my younger "sister" has an intersex condition (complete androgen insensitivity syndrome).Why it was not me. Why it was not me. Why am I not them. Why I had to deal with early and fast male puberty as a trans person while "she" just happened to get a condition that could have saved me.I don't know if she experienced dysphoria and I never had a thoughtful conversation with her. And now I probably never will. Too much self-harted.I just wanted to share I guess. I already have planned suicide so this is not like anything changed really. But...it just hurts a little more now. If I knew that sooner maybe I'd feel more crushed mentally and killed myself sooner. Now... who cares really about a tranny like me.
>>42057238Hahahahaha loser
