Do you think transitioning as an adult influenced your past child self to have tranny thoughts
I often think so
im a smoothbrain does that mean time is a flat circle?
>>42058146no, they're false memories
>>42058146Wouldn't explain why my memories are altered in a lot of ways since hrt
>>42058146yes probably.
>>42058146its incredibly difficult dealing with time anomalies by myself with no one to talk to about them. im out here predicting on hat ass but I have no one to share it with
The first time I thought about this was when I saw a documentary about time, I remember, in my flawed memory, that some black dude had "created" a time machine that he used to talk to himself at any point of time, he created it to communicate with his father, it was a huge cylinder of lasers but messages could only be sent to after when it was turned on for the first time, this was like 30 years ago, I grew obsessed with this concept but I never found the source as it was difficult, a few years ago some black scientist went viral and after some time I found an extract of that documentary, it was Neil Degrasse Tyson, but he never created anything it was just a theory and not by him, I felt so confused as to why I got such a wildly different idea from what I actually saw, but it helped me understand my mind or at least cope with my crazy head.
unlikelyI have a handwritten journal in which I wrote that I wanted to be a girl. I didn't even know what trans is (hadn't even heard the term) or that it was possible.Heck, my 10 year old self explained it better than my 40 year old tranny self can explain it now.With that said, almost every person has some distortion of their memories after a while. It's why eye witnesses have come to be regarded as not-so-reliable in criminal cases.
>>42058949not me
>>42058912actually that was yakub
>>42059024Hmm, could be
>>42058912Actually that was just a retarded Nigerian guy on Youtube
>>42059248This was in the mid 90's tho, I watched that documentary in elementary school.