Was on HRT for 3 years, started as a minor. Androgynously hot, but realized I couldn’t realistically pass without extreme min-maxing and FFS. Hate living as a tranny. Lost the will to keep taking HRT and have been off it for a year.I can’t see myself ever having a “successful” transition, but I also can’t bring myself to fully detransition because everyone I know would see I gave up. I still girlmode but don’t tell anyone I’m off HRT.I feel detached, dissociated, and I hate myself. I don't know which way to go. Life falling apart. Feel like I'm about to be an hero. Anyone else like this? Am I retarded?
>>42058622just do hrt and accept you wont pass. its better than nothing and plus u leave room for if you do actually want to try
