tell us a bad experience you had being transbian
>>42061885dated a theyfab
literally every fucking moment of my existence
I ate at this burger restaurant next to work one time and got such intense food poisoning I was straight up peeing out of my butthole
>>42061885i feel faketrans and extremely dysphoric for being one. despite passing irl and having cisf friends i feel male for having a male sexuality and that causes me dysphoria. i even tried dating a man for 2 years to fix me but it only messed me up further. he was a good bf the first year but on the second one he figured out that i was not attracted to him and didnt enjoyed sex with him and he slowly got more and more abusive to punish me until i left. he also kinda raped me in the last few days but i didnt say no so i cant call myself a victim, and yet now im disgusted at the thought of me bottoming again. i feel such shame and dysphoria for having a dick and yet also enjoying using it and topping it like a retard. i want a vagina to end this despair but im so scared of srs bcuz ive never once had good luck in my life, so i know if i get srs ill end up botched, bcuz thats the direction my life always goes to; ruin. i refuse to date a cis women yet most trans women frustrate me due to being too autistic, too unpassing, too malebrained, better passing than me, more confident than me, prettier than me, etc. i think ill just stay single for the rest of my life bcuz im clearly not meant for dating
>>42061885all of them??? gonna be real i mostly like men (with a small exception for twinkhons), but every time i try going for a t4transbian relationship it winds up being fucking miserable for me??? a lot of them have serious body image issues that are awful to deal with, project their own jealousies onto me, and i feel like a shitty person since i'm most attracted to a lot of the clockier parts of their bodies.
>>42061885The "bad experience" is my entire life and the rest of my life up until I get SRS because I refuse to date or have sex with anyone until I get this stupid fucking rape stick inverted
being sexually abused by "HSTS" trans women, it has happened repeatedly. i no longer talk to the ones who use that fake fucking voice thats like a mix between valley girl, new york stripper and faggot, even though i have that voice myself
>>42062055Anon I want to just give you a hug. Your ex boyfriend is a fucking faggot you didn't deserve and who doesn't deserve you. Fuck him. Wanting to top is fine honestly and a lot of trans women really want that, if you ever happen to love one. If you can make peace with being single, that would also be fine. Just do whatever makes the most sense for your feelings.
>>42062314Reminds me of that bitch on tiktok that talked how 'the girlies need to get fatter' or whatever. She was right but the way she talks in all of her videos is so goddamned annoying and obviously fake.
>>42061885>be me>bornFuuuuuuuck
>>42061885Childhood is very rough for transbians. Imagine going through childhood with everyone mistaking your effeminate trannyness for general faggotry, but having no community of faggots to support you because you're not actually attracted to men. I got all the homophobic bullying with NONE of the community support. There was even a time when I presented effeminate gay men because people treated me badly thinking I was one of them, but I knew I wasn't. It wasn't their fault, it was the straight people's fault, but I was angry about it. I know better now, of course.
>>42062732*Resented, not presented
>>42062652ty nona ur a such a sweetheart i hope all good stuff happens in ur future <33
>>42062055>i feel such shame and dysphoria for having a dick and yet also enjoying using it and topping it like a retard.if you were a cis woman that magically got pp and the drive to top other women, would you feel different?
So many girls are awful at communication and understanding their own feelings which leaves me in uncomfortable situations that could've been entirely avoidedI don't want to be told "I'm fine" if you're not feeling fine!! Fuck!!!
