me too :(
is this where you sleep? very cozy

>>42064170
No i stole the picture off i think tumblr. I wish i had a crib and a cg.

I wouldn't mind doing that as long as I get loved in return. I tried being sort of a mother for a trans woman once but she didn't love me.

>>42064194
I feel like the extent id like it done to me would probably freak people out :/

>>42064165
i get this. i am a non functional drug addicted neet and i have never been lower or more alone. these years of isolation have ruined my soul & the only comfort has been my cuddle sized stuffed unicorn
>>42064194
i wish i had someone like you to give all of my love, for whatever little its worth. maybe in another life </3

Does anyone have any cg/l audio? I have to go to work but it feels like one of those days where i cant move without a cg

>>42064165
you are an adult tho
you are perfectly capable of taking care of yourself

>>42064248
I wish I had money so I could actually take care of someone. But I'm a neet too so the best I can offer is being a maid I guess.

>>42064312
neet4neet where we pool our neetbux and just exist together so this loneliness can finally end...it could be big c:

>>42064165
What do people mean by "broken"? It sounds so overused it doesn't even make sense.

>>42064391
op, i ment unable to be happy or content with life, to the point where i dont really think i will be happy or content.

>>42064391
nta but, i call myself broken bc i've spent the ages of 14 to 23 in near total isolation after having a complete breakdown by events i wont go into. i did get my dipolma online but ive never held a job, or had a relationship or a kiss, or filed taxes, or opened a credit card, or had a driver's license or driven, nothing. i just, sit in my room and get high all day, which is starting to take a worse and worse toll in my health. there is no possible path forward in my life where i become a good person, some productive member of society, it is a dead end. and that is what i am doing; existing and waiting to die. waiting for this to just be over because im too much of a fucking pussy to do anything but zone out and watch the sunlight trace an ever so slightly different path through my room compared to the day before. i know nobody, nobody knows me, and i will leave nothing behind. but i am still here, gross broken tranny, waiting

>>42064383
This sounds kind of nice tbhon, maybe we could help each other get better.

>>42064586
can you imagine? going out into the world, doing stuff together, seeing things that seemed impossible before. being able to see somebody you care about smile & laugh & being there when they cry. never having to face another god awful lonely night of nighmares alone. maybe i could even stop getting high all the time lol. its a nice thought ._.

>>42064165
only the cute and passing trannies deserve this

>>42064533
It makes me so sad to think about all the people out there who live like this... Nona, I hope that one day you can find the strength to break out of this pattern. I believe that some day things are gonna change and get better for you.

>>42064820
this world doesn't have anything left for me, but i appreciate it irregardless. i truly hope from the bottom of my heart you get to live a rich, full life surrounded by positivity & love & warmth <3

>>42064165
Freud LOVES this thread

>>42064165
me too :(
>>42064207
me too... :(
>>42064301
i wish someone had responded to you. i've tried looking before but i'm yet to find one that doesn't make me cringe so hard within the first 2 minutes that i have to turn it off.
>>42064194
it gives me a little bit of hope to hear that there are some people somewhere out there with some small amount of interest in this idea...

>>42064194
Maybe I can love you anon

my most self indulgent fantasy is that i just want someone to treat me like this some of the time. all i want is a little "awww, come here... it's okay... ssshhhhh..." *hugs and kisses* maybe like once a week. like 2 hours before bed once a week and she just holds me and lets me cry and lets me feel small and lets me fall asleep in her arms and when i wake up she's still there. it's literally the only thing entire world i want and it makes me feel so, so selfish. I feel like, if I had this, I could do anything. I feel like in the days in between I'd be like supercharged, and I would go out and I would be really brave and I would work really hard and I would do everything I could to make her happy. I would cook and I would clean and I would take care of everything and I'd just devote my entire life to making her as happy as could be I wouldn't care about anything else, just so long as I could rely on getting to feel that way again. it makes me feel so, so selfish.

>>42067880
this is really sweet...i wish i could do this for someone

>>42068011
really? do you really? do you really think it's sweet and it's not just selfish and evil and pathetic? do you think you're maybe the only person in the entire world who's like that? or do you think there are others like you too? do you think i'll ever meet one? sorry

thankyou

>>42067880
I have this but worse.
In a perfect world, once a week my partner completely treats me like a needy little baby. Im diapered not because its hot but because im to small to make it to the bathroom and i need extra care and attention. I have a pacifier to keep me calm not because it adds to some sort of kink but because i need that constant reassurance to keep me calm. Im cared for and feed and adored and loved for doing nothing of value, for being to emotional and crying, for drooling and hugging my partner close and not letting go. I have inherent value because i am a baby, this universally agreed upon precious thing, i dont have to worry about being good enough because every infant is inherently good enough in the eyes of society. I have safety in knowledge that this will only last a day and i will "grow up" and enjoy what life has to offer but for now, on this very special day out of the week, i remind myself of something else. That no matter how impossibly overbearing i am still loved and cared for and that as long as i have that everything will be ok.

Ofc no one would ever entertain this in a relationship so it doesnt matter but whateverrrrr

>>42068147
if anything, i'd be the selfish one. what you described is all i want in life; someone to unconditionally love, and who will truly unconditionally love me back. there are probably other people out there in the world who still seek that in one way or another. i seek it because i have spent many long years alone with nobody, nothing, not a conversation for days at a time. i would do anything to never be alone again. i am so so so so so so so so sick of it, its so bad i could sob at the drop of a pin these days thinking about it. but, everybody in my life eventually gets tired of me, and i am so scared that ill give my unconditional love to someone like you only for you to leave me. i cant risk feeling that because it will destroy what is left of me. i cant risk falling asleep with someone in my arms, only to find them gone. i cant say whether you'll find what you seek, but i truly hope you do

>>42068494
that's... exactly how i feel...
that's EXACTLY how i feel. like literally all of it. that's exactly how i feel. i really hope you find it too, i really hope you do.

>>42068493
i don't know if you're that much worse than me... i'm sorta open to the pacifier part too, sorta. i'd just be too embarrassed to admit it. i just want to be okay. i want an authority figure with power over me that I actually look up to an admire to look at me and say "I CAN SEE YOU, and I like you. I can see you and I understand what you are and how you're feeling, and I'm okay with it. I like it. Everything is okay. You're not bad." that's really what it's all about boiled down. I want their approval.

Idk if youd like it as much as you think.

I am a dom for a transfem who likes to be babied, and I like being a dom but I really cant understand what she gets out of it.

>>42068938
yes i would

>>42064165
>>42064170
you need therapy, maybe a mother, but definitely not a relationship if you both want to get out of it without scarring

>>42069110
what if i'm in therapy and she says it's okay and not a big deal but i still feel bad about it and think there's something wrong with me

>>42068938
She gets a recclaimation of familial love she never got/only got conditionally as a child.

This is also why incest is such a common trans kink, its nice to think your family loves you unconditionally when youll always be seen as a freak by them.

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>>42069261
your therapist might be hugboxxing you instead of helping you be great
expecting parent-like behavior from your partner is abusive

BUT ITS NOT A MENTAL ILLNESSSS

i feel so faketrans and agp when i enjoy things like this, but the fact that i will never get a female childhood sort of pushes me to like stuff like this so idk. sometimes it overlaps with my sexuality which is probably deeply repressed because of my insecurities of being faketrans or an agp male

>>42069110
i have a mom and i love her but i feel embarrassing enough as it is i'm too old for this i can't go to her
i feel so useless and no amount of therapy has ever been able to fix that i just want to be a kid again life is so scary i want to feel carefree and whole

Has anyone ever payed for time with an abdl mommy? How are they? Ive been really considering it recently... i have such a need to be small.

>>42070563
i havent but have been considering it as well, where do you find them?

>>42070534
i understand, but that's not an option.
now what?
(i understand that this exact reply can be used for a lot of things in your life, and stronger people than you or i have been crushed by the ought that just wont become the is.)

>>42070856
now what is i pull myself together and i am trying. srs next year i hope to God and i'm working on things. exercising and doing volunteer work which might hopefully become a career. the ideas in this thread are purely fantasy but i can't help wishing they were real.

I'm sending love to all of you anons in this thread, you have good in your hearts and just desire love, I hope you can find something to fulfil you

>>42070831
No idea i just hear they exist and i have no other information. I was asking here cus i wanted to know more.

i'm employed and have money and desperately wish i could take care of one of you but guaranteed you're all transbians and i'm a big hairy dude LOL

>>42070563
every once in a while i have a passing thought to consider this sort of thing but i think it would just be, way, way too sad. i also think it would be really weird for them, because i imagine their usual clientele are like, old men who want them to like step on them between their legs, or watch them shit themselves, or something like that, and I don't want anything like that. I just want a hug. 21 year old trans girl pays prostitute 200 dollars (i don't know how much it costs) to give her a hug and tell her she's not a bad person. what a strange thought

>>42071861
Uhm.. im bi,,,,
>>42072096
This kink is so common with trans fems though i bet you like 25% of their clients are that

>>42072133
i forgot to mention *and not have sex. to give me a hug and tell me im okay and not have sex. i dont wanna have sex with a stranger

>>42072133
>im bi
don't give me false hope

>>42072150
paying sex workers to not have sex is surprisingly common

>>42072308
that's so sad

>>42072320
More sad then paying someone to have sex with you?