>discover trans people exist around 12/13 in 2006>"wow, i didn't know you could do that, these people are so cool">watch youtube vlogs of transsexuals in the late 2000s"i wish i could do what they do but i'm not the same as them">start seeing more trans people on tv in the 2010s in things like orange is the new black and sense8>"god i'm so jealous of these people">covid happens>start a twitter account and timeline gets filled with people trooning out during lockdown>unbearable levels of jealousy and hatred for my own appearance>consider seeing a doctor but decide to keep ignoring it instead as it's too late and i'm a massive coward>discover tttt spaces and how to access diy>start hrt at 30>every day is a constant reminder of how i wasted my life
>>42064258lmfao holy shit ur old
>>42064258just think; there's still people who rep who were in a similar situation, I understand the feeling of lost time but hey you made it.people who obsess about age are full of crap, transition has always been a dice toss, the best you can do now is live your best life.
>>42064258So basically exposure to trans people made you gender dysphoric.This is why kids should not be taught about trannies.
>>42064313i guess so
>>42064344>Being exposed to wealthy people makes you envy their wealth>This is why povertoids shouldn't be exposed to rich people
>>42064344yeah if i'd never found out about trans people i wouldn't be in this mess
It's not your fault life is difficult and not everyone shares the same luck.I could have started way sooner but it wasn't viable, that destroyed my mental health and I let it affect my life, took me years to realize that before I did anything that drastic I had to create the right circumstances, there's so many things I could have done better but I became aware I had no choice but to accept how everything happened. You made it happen and that's all it matters.>>42064277I'm older.
>>42064353Aspiring to become wealthy is what spurs innovation in capitalism. It's a good thing.Aspiring to change sex is not a good thing.
>>42064361>CapitalcuckeryAspiring to be happier is a good thing
I started hrt at 19 but I'm still a 6'2 hon
>>42064370Playing the game can lead to happinessFighting the system will not lead to happiness
>>42064377What they never tell you is that it's luckshit or bust.
>>42064387I would've had to start at 15 or younger to pass sadly it just wasn't possible but I wish I had tried
>>42064380Just admit that you're a cuck without the nerve to embrace happiness even when it contradicts "the system"
>>42064395Even 15 is too late for most
>>42064396>living in poverty>"happiness"
>>42064380That's the worst way to admit defeat, the system was created to benefit a certain few, going by the rules will never result in anything beneficial if you are not born in the right lane.
>>42064403You might be genuinely retarded if that's your takeaway
>>42064403nta but you genuinely sound retarded
>>42064258You're still alive and there's still happy times ahead of you. That despair will never fully go away, but all we can do is still enjoy the time we have. Better to live half your life as your true self on HRT than to have lost it all, that's what I tell myself
>>42064258fuck if i was more woman-brained i would have watch orange is the new black and maybe transitioned at 15 or something.
