>be me>cis male who cheated on my trans ex-girlfriend in 2021>in her Discord server under an alt that I rarely log into (it was an irl relationship but we still knew each other on Discord)>I visit today for the first time in about a year>in August she talked about me one morning in the server, which she almost never does>"My hatred for him is a once in a lifetime kind of hate. I want him to suffer. I would gladly go to Hell if it meant I could give him as much pain as he's given me. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. No matter how many times I say it it doesn't help."I don't know which feeling is stronger. Regret over hurting her, or the blood flowing to my penis as I read that. She always was pretty sexy when angry. Jk. My regret is definitely stronger. Shit hurts. But yeah should I message her to apologize? She told me to never speak to her again when we broke up.
>>42064553>she literally wants me dead more than anything >she explicitly told me never to even think of her>should i apologize unprompted?how is that something you’re even considering?
>>42064553no whore you cheated on her. youre bad. youre going to give her the satisfaction of rejecting you again
>>42064611>satisfactionThen maybe I should? Satisfaction means less anger, right?
.. giwtwm
>>42064553>But yeah should I message her to apologizeIt's abundantly clear you'd only be doing this to feel better about yourself and don't care about her feelings in this situation at all, leave her be
