I (FtM) accidentally expressed my gender dysphoria to my grandmother and now she wants to have a direct conversation with me about it sometimeI'm terrified. I know she won't judge me and I do think I need to get it off my chest, but I didn't want to because realistically I know nothing would change. I know I'd still be a HRT girlmoder every day, and that telling someone would be futile. I'm mortified and ashamed
>>42064690Just have it as soon as possible so you don’t have the anxiety about it hanging over you. Unless she has some kind of power over your finances or living situation it doesn’t matter either way. Once it starts you can leave at any time. I can’t think of a single time in my entire life where I was worried about a conversation where the actual event wasn’t totally fine and not a big deal. Oddly enough all the bad times conversations have been unscheduled.
>>42064690just get it over w atp lmao either way ur gonna have to talk to her
>>42064714She has no authority over me. We are close. I'm not afraid of what she'll have to say, but how she'll perceive my lack of male gender presentation afterwards (which is due to my own cowardice)
>>42064756what are your chances of passing?
>>42064829I'm not sure. I'm 5'6, I'm an average weight and I've always had an androgynous face. It's hard to tell if I'll pass right now, as I've only been on testosterone for three monthsThere is nothing that instantly springs to mind which gives me any sort of dread
>>42064876are you latino or asian? if so theres an easy excuse for your height
>>42064690have sex with your grandmother
>>42065088No. I'm white, though I do look a bit swarthy . .>>42065091LOL
>>42064690don't be afraid angel you'll look back at this fear and realize how dumb it was>>42064876many males (like me) are 5'6 don't worry about itif you already have androgynous features you'll pass for sure
>>42065111Thank youYou are kind
