>Have friends and husband>on hrt>mtf>Self destructive peice of shit thinks 4chan would be fun in a misery porn kinda way"haha look at these fucking losers">fast-forward>push everyone who was there for me away exept my husband by being avoident because I actually fucking start to think their all hugboxing me or secretly hate my guts or are jealous or obsessed>Sabotage my own transition by taking terrible fucking care of my body convince myself its all genetics and its hopeless like its not my fault and i shouldn't try to be healthy because my head was filled with fucking iwnbaw bullshit >traumatize myself on purpose just because I feel like I deserve it and then get more mad and hateful for it>my husband says he wants to help me practically begs me to me care of myself says he will but eventually just leaves me because I keep wanting to get worse and he realizes he cant fix me because I just wanna get worse nowI used to be fucking happy I had people that fucking cared I fucked everything up I let you miserable faggots in my head sabotaging my own transition fucking physically socially fucking everything i used to be a completely different person i finally am having a moment of actual fucking clarity you losers ruined everything im roping
>>42065087cant tell if this is real or not, but if it is, there were obviously underlying isues and it wasnt just tttt, although yeah this place isnt the best for ur mental
>>42065087>golembrain goes on 4chan and gets oneshottedMany such cases. At least you didn't end up as a Qanon schizo or something
>>42065087you’re self aware now, imagine how much cringe behavior you’ve managed to cull. it’s necessary to hollow yourself out like this before building back up to your ideal self
I hope it's true because it's hilarious
>>42065087Anon nothing is stopping you from getting better. Happiness and support can be gained just as it can be lost.
>>42065087>Let yourself become addicted to AI generated propaganda designed by Nazis to make you crash out>You crash outIt's not your fault, it's designed by algorithm to be emotionally addictive. Now you know.
>>42065087Don't rope. You can fix everything as long as you get off this site. Get a browser extension and block it entirely and never come here again. Then ring up your husband or friends or something and tell them you want to make amends and improve yourself.
>>42066044What? 4chan's the only place on the web which isn't algorithms. Everyone here is just a mentally ill retard with chronic brainworms.
>>42065087I learned that what you consume every day can change your mood and how you think about 11 years ago, back when posting smug reaction pictures was in vogue on 4chan. When we all posted these pictures, we all felt happy, smug, and self-assured. When that fell out of fashion, that feeling was gone. This is one of the many smug pictures I saved from that time. All this to say I found your anecdote a bit humorous. Good luck to you with recuperating your life, anon.
>>42065087>Self destructive peice of shit thinks 4chan would be fun in a misery porn kinda way>"haha look at these fucking losers"Im getting that feeling right now
Muhaha
>>42066302this, cold turkey is a really good one, here's a code to get the premium version for free (multiple use so anyone else who wants it can use it too):IRIFXQ50NJSA1BHSXVXN1R4X
>>42065087tttt was very nice to me personally. they told me i have pretty good passing potential. plus it meant more cus ppl are mean here
Try taking personal responsibility for once instead of blaming it on vague, amorphous things, zoomer. A website is not the reason for your personal failings.
>>42065087>i let you losers ruin my life>now i’ll end my life for you losersnona, this isn’t exactly the way you come back from this. the fact you’ve had a good social network before and are married is a sign that you are capable of living a mostly normal life. unfortunately you’ll need new friends, or to try and fix things with your old friends, but isn’t it at least worth a shot? it’s obviously not going to be easy, but if you suddenly changed and now try to show everyone that you’re trying to get better they might understand. if you’re mad about losing what you had, why guarantee you’ll never have it again?
>>42065087start taking some accountability you silly fuck
