"nooo bro you'll find another older anorexic vain 10/10 substance abuser online multidisciplinary artist schizophrenic paedophile trust me" will our relationship be orchestrated by someone i met off this board will they be the first person to consensually penetrate me will they care for the three absurdly raped children in my brain will they be the first person i actually had shared mental illnesses and not be a larger will they have real shared interests and mutual enthusiasm for shit for the first time in 8 years of being a dating trannies will they be approved by my family for once will they be someone i can actually be truly happy with will there be any polyamory in which everyone was actually genuinely happy will they be someone i enjoy playing video games with will they be someone who watches the same stuff i do will they be someone i feel can say anything to will they be as much of a retard with substances as me will they hold me on the floor crying holding me comforting me after cutting myself will they be one of the only cunts ive ever enjoyed fucking will they get lost in eachothers eyes in the same way will they be the only person i can trust for any opinion on my appearance will they try and help me stay in this country sure bro go cuck me for our ex who you begged me to kick out whose presence or name made you psychotic for a year up until september when they plied you with mephedrone and left me to rot, fucked in a friend's bed and started paying your rent. why did you both start othering me at friends housewarming to point of people noticing and confused as we were all on good terms until a week ago, while being hidden from and told nothing, when i spent this year making reparations with our ex to lessen social destruction after kicking them out and feeling massively guilty for it. i don't understand why you stopped loving me. is it because im moided. is it being broke. is it me being 24. is it bc im not the local plug. i don't want to cry anymore
>do not fuck the mentally illtl;dr
>>42066217where does this come in when you're absurdly mentally ill
>>42066256you should seek therapy other than 4chan
>>42066284got given up on and insulted a bunch and spent the rest of the time crying and it kind of spurred the 3 months of crying idt it's not rly the go
>>42066315all U want to do after a certain point is just want to paint the walls and throw urself in front of a train when u lose the light of ur life and have never been loved in such a way
>>42066315conversion therapy is not therapy. have you ever seen a therapist who specializes in trans people?
>>42066386my therapist was literally a tranny retard
>>42066407and they insulted you?
>>42066449going off friends and anecdotes i see online this is not an uncommon thing
>>42066492there are a lot of shitty therapists. i went to three before i found someone who was actually capable of listening to me
>>42066542i have been unemployed for a year in a city with a fucked job market and im a broke immigrant it's not rly a priority when i got rent and bowl of pasta every other day to prioritise
>>42066606i was only doing it to salvage shit that i am incapable of understanding after an incompressibly shit year anyways lole. i don't really expect someone professionally trained to call me effectively retarded and needing a carer because i wanted to be held for the first time in months and that i need other people around me to not go insane. kinda sick of everything immensely hurting and nothing helping lolmao
>>42066172bleak
>>42066606but posting on /tttt/ is a priority?
>>42067097i have nowhere and nobody else
>>42067197all the more reason to spend your free time making money
>>4206721too molested to sell hole/look in the mirror. freelance industry in a massive city with a bunch of retards and international students trying to get their own bags is cucked outside of being someone who hasn't done any freelance work since 17heavy visa discrimination in the job market here, and only having experience in the video/photo industry as a tranny after being rendered incapable of walking more than 400 metres at once from longcovid lol. retail and food service is a no go when moving the wrong way has me passing out. local welfare which i can't get on encourages people to spam apply for millions of jobs. i apply for 100-200 jobs per month, get an interview like twice a month that goes nowhere, get rejected from like 5-10 every month or two if lucky. cold emailing gets me nowhere. got no real incentive to go on with a lease transfer looming, being cucked and having 8 months left here unless shit hers repaired or i somehow afford a lawyer, access medical and mental records my doctor and family back home won't give me, and see if i can get nowhere proving to the state how famillialy/institutionally molested i am/proof of forced detrooning/proof of an ex trying to kill me i am in the only country ive had any reasonably ok time as a tranny
>>42066172>othering meLove how I could tell you're a leftist that's afraid of responsibility just by reading this line alone. This is the new age therapyspeak lingo that emotionally manipulative leftists employ to get their way.
>>42066172 i want this too but ur probably like a kajillion distance units away from me or not my type
Be real w me gamer, did you say stuff like "Your pedo cock feels so huge in my lolipussy"
>>42070423nah im not that lame
>>42070144nothing more suicide inducing than living in australia and making mistake of being around polyamory as someone who hates 99% people and cuts themselves over the thought that before their life fell apart their partner was going to go mono with them and that things may have actually been comfortable
>>42070423as a really raped pluraloid who can not fuck or be in physical human contact without having the manifestations of themselves being child, (molested) taking over it makes for really quite good fucking
>>42066172i'd end up dropping you from my life if you were like this
