Objectively I'm decently well off right now. Im an engineering student in my 3rd year now and I do okay in classes and have a part time job. I went out of my way to try and normiepill myself a few years ago and have a couple online friends and made a few irls (sort of) but Im still so miserable and fantasize every day about blowing a cap through my skull and i doubt this will change very much when i dont have to be a repper anymore either bc ill still be a severely autistic schizo for the rest of my life anyway it makes u wonder about putting off the inevitable
I mean it'll definitely get at least a bit better when you actually get to transition, stop repping already
>>42071561I'm in a similar position even though my life isn't doing too well it's better than before and I know if it gets better I won't feel any better. I think it's a combination of of us being broken and life being built to be deeply unsatisfying for everybody.
>>42071561STOP FUCKING REPPING OR IT WILL NEVER GET BETTER t.ranny who repped through engineering school and then another two years of university
>>42071561Stop repping.Better to try now and fail than live with the regret later on.Also, gtfo of online tranny spaces. Finish your education, boymode and stay on the normie pill stuff on the rest of the things in your life. Socially transition when it's realistic (it will be, trust the process and don't hondose).t. tranny who did exactly that but in 2008
