Every 3 months I start having trans thoughts and I get really close to ditching my spiro and starting T and i never do. Lowkey starting to think this is an ocd thing can someone convince me why I shouldn’t start t before I start buying roids
Do you want to be seen as a man?Do you want to use only the men's restroom?Are you willing to socialize as a man and perform all the roles a man might have to at work if necessary?Are you willing to forego certain friendships with women and the kind of intimacy that only women can have?Are you prepared to start experiencing hair loss, possibly having to shave your head by 30/40, start gaining weight, and eventually look like an older man?Are you willing to face a lot of prejudice and endure it with your head held high?
>>42072758holy mogs
>>42072758Difficult choice to make.I'm asking out of curiosity but, how's your penis envy? How would you feel when someone bends over presenting their ass to you, and asked you to fuck them?What do you think of my "being teased and humiliated for not having a penis" fetish?Just asking.
>>42072912I’m asexual. Never really thought either gentials were pleasant to look at. Never really felt the need to have sex or had sexual attraction towards anyone. Only sex i’ve had was to shut men up. >>42072886I ask myself these questions and it’s always somewhat different. I think i would be more worried about hair loss if either side of my family had bald people and i don’t wanna get old period.
>>42072928>and i don’t wanna get old periodwell, you will. It's unavoidable. Make peace with it.You still get a choice HOW you get old though.
>>42072972I used to get nightmares about being a fat middle aged mom if that says anything. Aging as a man seems more appealing, yeah, but i also think i’d age fine either way. Idk. I’m neutral to either route (sorry not helpful)
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>>42072758Why do you never start T if this is such a recurring thing?
>>42072972>well, you will. It's unavoidablethere is a secret forbidden path out of agingsome people will literally never age
>>42072758did u draw this? looks great! also you should just say fuck it and try t. you'll probably know if you like it before ur voice gets deep
>>42078015I worry it will just complicate my life more esp with my job and everything. Also the idea of having slow changes for some reason just scares me as opposed to just instantly waking up a dude.