what the fuck do you do about agp?no I will not be trooning out, it's purely a sexuality thing for me. I'm only attracted to women insofar as i get off on wanting to be one. Actually dating women is a chore and I just want to be in her place the whole time. When I'm horny I only think about getting fucked by a man, but I'm not sure if I'm truly attracted to them either. I'm laying in bed after rn after hooking up with a very attractive black guy, he was like 6'5, tatted, super muscular, and fucked the daylights out of me, but I didn't even get hard?! Maybe it was just nerves idk. I remember my very first sexual thought was seeing a hot woman on the internet and thinking she was so beautiful I wanted to get so close to her that I just became her. I thought that was what straight male sexuality must be-- men must want to put their dicks in women because that's the closest you can get to them without actually becoming them.anyway this feels like hell. I'm horny all the time, but don't feel truly compatible with either sex. anyone have similar experience? does this go away if you get pussy consistently? I should probably just be straight. But it would all have been so much easier if I was born a woman. but don't try to pinkpill me please. I don't feel like a woman or act like a woman and I wasn't socialized as a woman so that's that.
troon and get a boyfriend
>>42074123thanks but i'm not doing that
>>42074091>DEH
>>42074091if you are doing gay dates you are pretty far down the rabbit hole for agp. Do you watch a lot of porn? It can really keep the hypersexual thoughts raging.But you describe your attraction to women in a very relatable way. Admiration, longing, desire for closeness, wanting to almost melt together, is how I've always felt.Consider at least talking to a professional so that you can sort your thoughts out through talking, if you feel you don't want to troon out, that's what I'm considering to do.
>>42074225this seems like good advice thanks. yes, i do watch a lot of porn, its definitely not helping. although, i stop periodically and it doesn't exactly help. i think fundamentally the problem is i dont want to live as a straight man, but it seems like the most sustainable long term option.
