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>>42075817
never been in any relationship before and i really fell for him. didn't do anything right and it feels like the biggest fuck up.

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>>42075838
he replied back to me this morning. i really wish i was a different person. i wish I found him earlier. i wish i had done things better. i wish i wasn't such a fuck up

>>42075817
if you have nice feet you'll find a replacement in no time

tldr
broke up with Ftm bf because i said slurs + because i ran away and didn't talk for a couple weeks + because i said he's "not really even trans"

i wrote him this morning after months and he responded. i wish i could redo my entire life

you need to stop contacting that person.
you're young & dumb.

stop talking to them.
you're harassing them.

>>42076086
he did misrepresent how much ive messages him, i sent only 3 emails to him and then that text last night

my messages were just trying to address his feelings about me because i didn't want him to feel bad about anything. he said he stopped talking to his friends because of me

>>42076067
ROFL GOOD DESERVED

>>42076149
why? the slur thing wasn't what you might think it was. i was calling racist white people "the real niggers" because they were calling black people the n word

and i said he "wasnt even trans" because we got in a fight and he said "youre arguing with me like a man". he would use my gender against me while trying to maintain his own identity without any real effort

>>42076185
Aren't you some psychotic raceplay sissy? Bullet dodged desu

>>42076206
go away rach, quit to slander people with your own gross fetish

>>42076220
Who?

>>42076185
you both sound atrocious ngl

>>42076381
we're just young. i wish he would have just given it more time. i hate how he says im 27 like im supposed to have every single fucking thing figured out. im crying my eyes out and get frustrated because i feel so misunderstood

>>42076185
>calls white people "real niggers"
>refuses to even say "nigger" in reference to blacks

You sound like the racist one, dude. Racist against whites.

>>42076676
>You sound like the racist one, dude. Racist against whites.
Yes. Because Im a white person + because white supremacy is a genuine fucking problem whether you want to acknowledge it or not. Its up to people like me to actually dismantle predjudiced bullshit from disgusting people like you.

If you want to be the bigger man, then fucking act like it and quit punching down on anyone who isn't white.

>>42076206
Yes
>>42076676
She is a self-hating BNWO poster, yes

op has posted about gooning to "whiteboy beatdowns"
their political "takes" are nothing but masturbation don't engage with it

>>42076724
Go away rach

>>42076724
>>42076753
Blatant samefag

>>42076615
I'm sorry you got attached to such a dramatic and ignorant person. you should listen to some cathartic music, like the latest evanora unlimited EP.

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>>42076771
name on cord

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>>42076771
>shitting and farting noises
>>42076756
At least wait >61 seconds before double posting with trip off

>>42076615
>we're just young
>27
sounds like you're still making excuses, you need a mega wake-up call

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>>42076792
>dramatic and ignorant
i really hate thst this is kinda true but i still love them so fucking much.

when we first talked i knew they kinda liked me and i was just trying to be a good friend and help him because he was going through something. but i seriously instantly fell for him even though i tried so hard not to.

i never expected or planned to be in a relationship at any point in my life. i wish i learnt anything and just put him first no matter what. i cannot express how much I despise myself

>>42076835
dude thats ridiculous and i bet you're only 21 at most. i didnt plan for any of this. my parents were emotionally neglectful and that impact of that has made every friendship ive had the suffer. i am growing every day but still have my own slip ups. I wasted years of my life depressed and alone already. Life isnt that obvious for everyone

>>42076756
>>42076771
>>42076886
Samefag, don't you need to goon to weird race porn to repent for being wh*te or something?

>>42076886
im 29 and im only hearing more excuses
im being harsh but, everyone and i mean everyone has a history of being hurt

>>42076886
you live in your car dawg

>>42077026
i mean, yeah exactly? he has his own past that shapes how he interacts with people. the part of the reason why he reacted so much to the things i did to him

i just hate how for him its okay, but for me i need to just grow up immediately. like im trying. again, every single aspect of this was insanely new to me.

i intentionally never thought about, listened to, or considered how relationships worked while i was growing up because i saw it as vain and selfish. and now that i found someone i loved, i had no idea how to navigate that. i wish he understood.

>>42077059
okay and?? I could just get a job and a place within 2 weeks easily

>>42076067
> everyone knows ftm pooners are the real manipulators

>>42077157
what does this mean

>>42076067
That explains the "I'm scared, you're scary!" guilt trip.

>>42076185
>and i said he "wasnt even trans" because we got in a fight and he said "youre arguing with me like a man"
Oh damn, the worst thing you did was in response to something worse lol

>>42077184
every bpd pooner acts like this loool maybe ur a bit crazy too but i guarantee he's exaggerating to some extent and its not worth trying to fix or salvage

> said he wasn't really trans
on t or had any intentions of starting hrt?

>>42077266
I shouldn't have said it though
>>42077384
He is dramatic and did exaggerate a lot. we got would bicker about that. But i really dont care and would gladly deal with that for the rest of my life if he let me
>>42077395
no, not on t. he would talk about it but not in any definitive way, he just thought it was cool.

My ftm friend forgot we were gonna hang out one day and then said their phone broke. I kept bugging them about it because they were my only irl trans friend. It turned out that their phone was working the whole time and I asked for their snapchat handle (I didn't want to assume I was being ghosted) just to get blocked. I ended up getting mad at them at their job because I was fed up with being ignored and made a fool of myself and they told me I was creepy for knocking on their door uninvited to ask about the phone thing. I'm still not over it because we went from talking every day to them hating me in just a few weeks.

>>42077520
Im sorry. I don't know your story, but I would just assume he has some kind of trauma that made him react like that unless you actually said or did something that hurt him. I know its really painful but don't take it too personally.

>>42076067
looking for another ftm bf to fuck up your life with? i have avoidant attachment issues so i won't send you a book of text when we break up. no contact for 2 weeks is fucked though. that's too long. i would also have to beat you for saying slurs. it's important to live a respectful life aware of the things you do and say