i am not worthy of love unless i dance... dsnce,,, dance... i should not speak unless i sing... sing... sing... i must be everyones clown and be close to nobody. i must be loved but show none of myself. just a mask. just a character. whenever i make a friend my love is not divided, it only multiplies. and so does the hurt of being rejected. i want to meld with the flesh of all my friends. i should be rejected. over and over and over.
