So I'm 2 months postop now and am mostly back to normal lifeI haven't felt dysphoric for a second since, and I lost a lot of weight in the hospital so I have practically no tits and no thighs and no nothing rn but that doesn't make me dysphoric, it's not like I feel clocky, I just don't look like I used to and that bothers me but I can look at my face and just be like, yup that's me, I'm kinda hot, kinda androgynous but just a woman, look at my tits and sure they're at an AA now but whatever, I'm just a flat skinny bitch, it's insane how it just flipped even though objectively I look more clocky now being all gaunt and shit idkI used to seethe at all the faketrans people and agps and whatnot and some of the trips on here but since then, nothing, it's like it doesn't concern me anymore, I know it doesn't make sense since I'm still a tranny but I really don't feel much like one anymoreSaw some mtf post recently about having trouble accepting compliments on their female body because they feel male and disgusting and all and was like, damn I kinda don't careGot princess carried by my cis gf yesterday and afterwards we had hot lesbian sexHonestly, this is the first time ever that I genuinely love my life and I know it's dumb and makes no sense but I don't feel like a tranny anymore, I'm just a woman with a trans background or whatevertldr stop repping, life can be good <3
>>42078245>I used to seethe at all the faketrans people and agps and whatnot and some of the trips on here but since then, nothingYeah, pretty much all bitterness comes from insecurity. This is why I assume every “mean girl” here looks like picrel
>>42078245Good for you nona! Where did you get it done and what technique?
>>42078245I'll be like 35 before I can get srs.
so fucking real OP. i think if dysphoric girls could sample 1 hour of the euphoria of post op life i think more girls would do it. take another swing at voice OP. i couldnt do it pre op because i felt like a faker, but post op it became incredibly easy :) i believe in u
>>42078245That's a super positive story and I keep hearing more and more girls saying this after srs. Definitely promising. Now I just got to find funding. Anyone know of good surgeons in the US who take insurance? The only two in the world who I like rn are Littleton and that one in Munich Germany. Markovsky? Something like that.
>>42078245yeah when there's no pp it's really difficult to think you're a manit's great
>>42078245>look in mirror>look fat>tuck my penis with my hand>no longer look fatIt’s been like this for years, I corroborate you 100%. But I’ve never had the financial or family situation to be able to srs so I just stop thinking about it. Thanks for reminding me
>>42078462Nah, it's pretty easy to think of yourself as a vag bro if you try.
>>42078455....they all take insurance
>>42078438my voice passes already lol I wouldn't have been caught dead girlmoding before having a passing voice, I'm blessed to be pretty much completely stealth for like 1.5 years now>>42078360Germany and basically PI with a little extra to be able to get wet (which I do I think)
>>42078722Gotcha gotcha thank you! Currently researching bottom surgery and I'm pretty sure I'm gonna need PPT because there's not much material down there.
>>42078737I think they can do PI with some thigh or stomach skin grafts too if that's the method you'd otherwise prefer
>>42078764I have a friend who just got PPT a few weeks ago so I'm going to see how things shape up with them. I'm a straggot so I feel like I have to be more particular about things.
>>42078826fair enough, I'm bi fwiw but it seemed to me PI has more reliably ok results if you pick a good surgeon whereas ppt results seem to vary wildly in quality even at the most prestigious surgeons but idk
>>42078245this is why boomerhons used to consider it THE SURGERY more than FFS
>>42078245i mean it makes sense. beyond some ethereal stuff like a female childhood and things that wouldn’t really concern someone in a happy lesbian relationship (infertility) if you’re stealth and have srs you functionally aren’t really a tranny. congrats, you made it, it’s over. you can leave now
>>42078245>cis gfyou're essentially still a man.enjoy your le real lesbian sex tho... it's just like my yuri animes...
>>42078245honestly i think part of this is still early honeymoon period, i felt like this for awhile after but then the weight of everything sank back in even worse. like how its rare for anyone to regret it super early on, all the regretters years later still had early reddit posts about how it changed their life for good immediately post op or whatever. not that this will be you but i dont think its that simple for everyone lol
>>42078826ppt is more likely to close up than pi, straggots be careful>>42078438i wish i could experience 1 minute of the "euphoria" other post op girls describe because wtf
>>42079322No, I'm not a man! I'm a woman now
