For reasons our of my control, it's utterly impossible for me. It's not that my genetics are that bad, i think i have good potential, even. That only makes it 10000x harder, looking in the mirror and seeing the life that I could've had, were circumstances different. But I won't ever be a woman. It's just that simple. I don't think will probably never be a "man" either. At least, not the type of man people want or expect me to be. And yeah, down the line, i might risk dressing in a way that might contradict male gender norms. But that's about all that I can do. I've come to accept that I will spend the rest of my life male, as I've spent it up to this point. I think there's happiness for someone like me, too. I'm not writing this so I'm pitied, but because I'm paid by the CIA to convince people reading this that they might also be happy, repressing for their entire life.
stupid mouse fuck off
>>42081576Good.
