>be me >mtf 23, 3 years hrt more or less stealth, but still way too self conscious about my appearance >don’t explore or portray my femininty as much as I would’ve wanted>managed to get a secretary diploma from community college >worked in a couple offices, all in boymode>friends pushed me to change my legal information for a while, and I had a sudden boost of confidence, but it shattered the second the process began >well can’t stop now>eventually get all of my documents back>I wouldn’t handle coming out at my current, they see me weirdly already >the pay is shit anyways, so start job hunting >shortly after find a mechanic that’s looking for a secretary for his garage >go over to the interview, really nervous and shaking, afraid I’ll be found out, but I somehow pass to all of them and my documents back it up >somewhat of a relief but it’s weird to be called female at my job>I get trained in their weird software by the boss wife, eventually get a hang of it, start handling customers and work orders>still wearing black hoodies exclusively to work and tying my hair up autistically>customers are mostly okay, some definitely have doubts, but it usually flies under the radar. Boomer boss doesn’t suspect much yet…>my coworkers are mostly men. Some old heads and a couple younger guys. They’re acting any man would in a male dominated field, something I can’t understand >they don’t bother me much, but it’s not like they really try to interact with me either non professionally >they give me the ick and remind me of people who bullied me in high school anyway..>one of them is a woman, definitely gay or maybe just extremely butch for some reason>treated like one of the boys and can punch back at their stupid jokes and comments when needed >waow
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>>42082688how tall are you (EXTREMLY IMPORTANT FOR MY NEXT STATEMENT)
>>42082688that went nowhere fuck you