>>42083193
imagine being a kid and ur dad is a femboy lmfao

>>42083193
>Cock shrinking
won't happen, unless you cease using it entirely for long periods of time.
>Balls shrinking
Eh a bit I guess but not considerably, atleast in my experience.
>Period cramps
Weird debatable thing that's (possibly) a placebo or mass hysteria? Either way, I know multiple trans women who say they have a cycle and have questioned if I have one, but it's not in any way debilitating, and very rarely is so even in cis women.
>I want to have kids
This is the only killer, really. It's entirely genetic based but there is a very real possibility for it to make you infertile, the volume of semen I produce is very small 10 months in. If you want to do hrt however, this is an issue that can be solved with fertility preservation, that will just cost a lot of money.

You are a grown up, anon. You can make this descision on your own.

>>42083230
well id stop when the stork drops off the little cracka if i were to have a kid
>>42083233
>You are a grown up, anon. You can make this descision on your own.
I agree. sometimes though you need someone to tell you youre acting retarded. i dont have any friends that will do that so here i am

>>42083247
microdosing estrogen might give you some gyno over time and maybe help your mental ymmv depending?
if you're still running on t you're gonna have all the physical effects of t - just microdosing e won't change that

>>42083193
>femboy
>dad
Yeah, you're gonna have tranny kids. Just sterilize yourself

>>42083294
this is what i worry about too. i dont want to curse my child with depression, anxiety, being a faggot and yeah, a troon. my life is hell and i dont want anyone else to go through that.

>>42083193

>microdosing

Literally doesn't do anything/doesn't exist. At least not in a form you'd enjoy. Trooning is all or nothing.

>I want kids.

Uh being a bottom gay male is the worst possible strategy to have kids. Just freeze your sperm.

>convince me not to do it.

I'm sorry but you're Trans. We didn't make you come here, we didn't make you post, we didn't make you confess your urge to take estrogen. Transition is the only treatment for this.

>>42083193
you cant micro dose estrogen thats not how hormones work

>>42083193
This is genuinely extremely stupid. Just get plastic surgery or something for specific changes. Systemic hormones are a serious thing with long term medical consequences. You’re going to shorten your life and risk your fertility to cum harder for a few years?

>>42083233

You should not be telling people at 10 months HRT that their cocks will work fine. At 4 years HRT prior to SRS even with daily masturbation my cock had strange over 33%, thinned and softened and had developed pretty severe ED Nad early stage peyronie's. You can't just take estrogen your whole life and not kill your cock. Also ball shrinkage is cumulative. Girls on hrt for years have raising sized balls. It's a fact.

>>42083326
>>42083331
enbies microdose

>>42083346
i dont want to "cum harder" im starting to really dislike sex and especially porn. this is about being closer to my ideal self and plastic surgery is absolutely disgusting

>>42083349
yeah and it doesnt do anything
you will barely get results from microdosing estrogen

>>42083375
okay then ill either get on full hrt, not do anything or 41%

>>42083349

The fact "enbies" (reppercopers) do this is very good evidence for why not to do it.

>>42083361

Just disregard people like that also you don't have to disavow all sex drive to fit in. Women are allowed to have sex drive. 99.99% of all humans have it. Don't let this board bully you into being comp ace.

>>42083348
>You should not be telling people at 10 months HRT that their cocks will work fine. At 4 years HRT prior to SRS even with daily masturbation my cock had strange over 33%, thinned and softened and had developed pretty severe ED Nad early stage peyronie's.
Did you take tadalafil? Did you try T-gel to mitigate the thinning?
Most people can't take HRT alone and maintain good erectile function, but lots of people can maintain good erectile function if they actually mitigate the problems estrogen can cause.

>>42083419
im not bullied into it it legitimately makes me uncomfortable. i literally only masturbate out of habit, its not pleasurable anymore

>>42083424

No because I have this think called dysphoria where I don't want to take fucked up drugs to have a male penis and cum and in fact the very thought of doing so is gross. Back in the day in the ancient era of 2015 it was considered the main reason to transition. Shocking, I know.

But fwiw my transbian friends have small dicks and rely on cialis to fuck their gfs in the ass. Transition is a lifelong commitment.

>>42083431

You just need someone you like to treat you like you deserve and with respect probably like most women.

>>42083326
>>42083292
Not op but similar situation and need to know more. If I just had a friend give me estrogen in a syringe, I would still feel the effects of T? Like I'd have to get on antiandrogen blockers?

>>42083467
its not that at all. i hate pussy. anal has been ruined. 99% of dicks look gross. i could never pleasure a potential future partner

>>42083193
y'know the "just be gay" advice usually is in bad taste, but dude just be a feminine faggot and don't taint your body, hormones aren't something to play around with if you are unsure of anything

>>42083504
twink death is imminent

>>42083472
https://www.reddit.com/r/steroids/wiki/the_estrogen_handbook/

>>42083472

>if a friend gave me estrogen in a syringe?

One injection wouldn't do much and you wouldn't feel anything. You need at least a month of estrogen to suppress T and get your levels to start resembling female and start evaluating the effects.

>do i need anti androgens?

Technically no, however i personally think they're generally a good idea. Some people can suppress T with monotherapy, some people have problems with this, it's a dice roll. You have to take more estrogen with monotherapy and have higher E levels. Personally I think this can cause estrogen insensitivity and also I have seen some people get inflammatory skin issues on high E. There is such a thing as too much. Blockers ensure T is in the female (castrate) range long term, and means you have to take less E to feminize. Personally I think early orchiectomy>monotherapy is the best way to do it if you're a lateshit because then you get the best of both worlds.

>>42083193
there is no such thing as a "microdose"

>>42083499

Well okay so I take it you have high standards for cocks and need the 1% that meet those standards. I also have very high standards for cock appearance and male hygiene. What ruined anal for you? A bad experience with someone?

>>42083610
that and realizing just how unclean assholes are

>>42083513
Don't know what the fuck this is and how any of it works.

>>42083680

It can definitely take lots of practice and learning how to prep yourself. To ensure a clean anal experience you need to (1) consume dietary fiber (2) not eat for at least 6 hours before anal (4) avoid caffeine, make sure you had enough sleep, and avoid spicy food and high dairy content. (3) flush with water thoroughly before anal. Everyone has made a mistake at least once in their lives. Mistakes don't define you. You aren't a dirty person just because you had an accident.

Personally I got SRS to have another option for penetrative sex that didn't involve anal prep, but cis women can and do anal sex too-- and they have to put in the same effort to make sure their "back door" is ready to go.

>>42083746
thankfully i never had an accident, the other guy did. really im more worried about pleasing a woman, cis or trans. i dont want another man

>>42083193
Don't start. It's a bad habit.

>>42083348
skill issue i'm 3 years HRT and my cock hasn't shrinked at all. jerk off more

>>42083841

I got SRS and also it probably has I'm guessing you take a lot longer to get hard and jerk off now. That means the veins in the tissue are shrinking slowly. Less oxygen to the tissue over time produces a cumulative dysfunctional effect. Taking testosterone out of your body basically makes your dick start to behave like a man 66 years or up. Troons simply cope and deny biology, they all say their dick is unaffected. Just like guys say their dick is 7 inches when it's not even 5 inches. Anyway I got SRS so this isn't my problem anymore.

>>42083782

Not sure how you're going to be with cis women if you don't like pussy. Wish you best of luck as a top lesbian though. Worst comes to worst you can use a strap