>inb4 blogpost basedjakI'll have taken Sodium Nitrite by the time this is posted. I don't have anything important to say about myself. I don't think I ever really existed honestly. I've never had much of a life either, I live inside on my computer. Pretransition never felt like me and this board got me to start hrt. So this place and the people I've spoken to here is the only life I got. I was abused for most of my existence and got torn down by the various mental illnesses I have that I was never able to get treated.Wish I had some big meaningful words to leave behind. But I'm just hurt and broken and scared and alone and can't fix myself. I feel sorry for ever being born.
later, alligator
See you tomorrow miss
Please go to the hospital. You can still get help. But if this is the end, I love you. Thank you for being born.
>>42083937Do you like animation memes?
>>42083937rip
>>42083972bitch do YOU like animation memes?
>>42083937wish there was anything i could say or do to stop you but i know that it's too late and i feel the same wayi hope you find peace on the other side that you weren't able to in this life
>>42083937i hope you didnt
>>42083937i’m so sorry please be ok. u deserve love peace and happinessevery one of these posts rips my heart out thinking about how ppl just like me are hurting so bad with no help. please be ok
Imagine living in the first world and kysing. If you're at least financially stable, you've made a mistake
>>42083937convincing someone not to do it is pointless, so I'll see you in the next one. I hope you find the peace we all long for.
have a goodnight, nona, i hope you’ll get a better roll this time
>>42084000people from all walks of life can have all kinds of problems and it's not like money can fix treatment-resistant depressionyou don't know about other people's lives, other people's problems, other people's pain without having walked in their footstepsbeing assiduously pro-life in the face of suicidality is trivially easy but it doesn't make it right. people's right to choose the path they want to take should be respected, you can't know whether the pain of having to continue to live for anyone else is genuinely too great to bear or not
>>42083937I'm so sorry nona, I hope whatever awaits all of us treats you better than this life did. Please don't be sorry for ever having existed, you don't need to justify yourself, you should be proud that you tried to live as yourself in spite of everything, and there is no shame in going out on your own terms. Now I'm going to be selfish, and make things about me. I have never met you and I have no idea who you are, but I do know that if you were still here tomorrow it would make me a little happier. If you fail or find yourself unable to go through with it I hope you can take a little solace in that.
i hope you are ok, or that you are at peace <3
>>42083937I would do anything to save you.But writing this is all I can do:In a time and a place that you can't imagine, there might be those that desperately need you.Not someone else, not someone like you, but you.Our purposes our hidden from us, but they may be unmissable.You can't live with the current circumstances?Knowing what could be, I can't die with the potential circumstances.We want you to be okay, because, one day, we could all depend on you.I'm begging: Please do what you need to do to be okay.
I couldn't save her. This is my fault.
>>42084020total death on the first world
