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I'm genuinely so male brained it's so over, I'm super into computers, gaming, linux, all that, & I have like basically almost no feminine interests rn, I'm 5'4 so at least I have that going for me ig & I'm about to start hrt, any suggestions on what I can do to pass better? I'm turning 21 soon if that matters at all? I think I'm going to end up getting into makeup cause I really do like it, & maybe become like a makeup artist or something like that one day, I'm probs gonna ditch all my male interests tbhon, I'm also NEET so I'll try to ingest as much feminine content as I can online while I inject myself with estrogen & rot in my room all day, I have like zero social life atm so I might just be genuinely cooked anyways. Once I start to pass better or feel ok enough about myself to where I'm comfortable making friends irl I think I honestly think I would just prefer to be friends with predominately cis women, I feel like being around other trans girls or queer ppl would genuinely be a mistake, idk if I want to be exposed to that energy all the time yk? like I don't want to subconsciously be ingesting all that weird autistic transbian energy which obviously lots of us trans ppl have (let's be real). If anyone has any tips on what I can do that they would like to share with me I would appreciate, thanks.