I’m gay

I'm straight

>>42087305
I had a full orgasm in my sleep the night before SRS. I am AGP but most of the times I will insist on me having been a flamer pre transition (mostly true)

>>42087305
i’m low-key in love with my cis lesbian best friend

>>42087305
I am a twink but when I see blonde and blue-eyed boys prettier than me, I feel jealous, my dick gets thickened, and I start imagine weird things. How can I get away from these thoughts? I hate 'em.

>>42087305
My bottom dysphoria has gotten worse during transition and it's at least partly because my thighs have grown and squish my balls a little too much.

i'm in love with a guy and i barely even know him

Sometimes I fear vagbros face unfair discrimination as men

>>42087305
I have a boyfriend and I love him

>>42087305
i am a tranny and have a huge crush on an anti-trans, far-right politician. i wish he would get on top of me, stick his fingers inside of me and berate me for what a disgusting faggot i am

i use grok to write weird fucked-up tranny fart fetish stories for me because i'm extremely lonely and horny and have a fart fetish

I take upskirts of my passoid friend to schick my ftm clitpenis to

>>42087519
what a bad day to not be a passoid

I haven't had sex in years, but the only time I was ever attractive was as a man. Now, I'm an estrogenized twink but my girlfriend isn't interested in me at all. I'm so desperate for attention and to be desired.

I’m a bottom but can’t stop fapping to women and femmes, I wish using my dick felt better than jerking it

>>42087305
I'm a chaser only because I'm an incel, and every time I've gotten close I've realized it's ridiculous and I went back to being straight

>>42087305
I legit trooned out because I was an utterly failed male. But I can't say that in public anymore lest I get confused with the weird fetishists or get some hugboxy shitlib giving me the standard woketard discourse about social constructs, patriarchy™ and the rest of shitlib shibboleths.
Like, no bitch, I legit have a much better life as a woman. That's literally it. Noone is at fault, noone oppressed me, none of that shit.

Worse, now that makes me controversial in tranny spaces too. But thankfully this happens now after almost everything in my life is in order so I can just enjoy my normie boring friends and my normie boring job without anxiety about "the community"

>>42087305
My trans thoughts originally manifested in an autopedo desire to be young and taken advantage of because for a long time the closest thing to a sexual experience i had was as an 11 year old boy doing a bit of stuff with my best friend who i definitely had a big crush on as a kid but was in denial of because of my fundie upbringing. This makes me feel faketrans and gross, but i wonder if i would have turned out more normal if I'd had supportive parents i could have come out to who would have helped me figure myself out. Instead i repped and jerked it to shota for years. When i actually started trooning this went away and i feel like i have a normal attraction to guys in a female way despite the fact I'm a neverpasser. I still wonder if I'm really just a gay bottom, but i have genital dysphoria

>>42087634
Same here, except I had the sensibility to stop and not got through it in my early 20s. Now in mid 20s I'm still a failed male, but now I fear it's too late. Oh well, might as well just male max now since the troon ship has sailed

>>42087708
Same nona here
I started at almost 25.
This brainworm with "it's too late" and the whole retarded terminology (luckshit, youngshit, etc) is a very new thing and it's overwhelmingly wrong.
Unless you look like a rugby player or are 190+ cm tall, the "too late" stuff is terminally online crap.

>might as well just male max
>now since the troon ship has sailed

Do whatever you want. But the ship hasn't sailed any more that it sailed 3 or 5 years ago.
The question is simple: Where do you see yourself in 2045? If the answer is "dead" or "the same failed male" - then you really should give transition a proper chance.
Heck, I wasn't sure even 4 years into hrt. But I soldiered on and I'm glad I did. Next month I turn 42 lol. I would've never made it even till age 30 without transitioning.

>>42087305
I confess from the thumbnail I thought she had filled condoms hanging from her ears

>>42087708
Honestly 25 is better than John50. Do I regret not trooning out earlier? Yes. Do I think I would have not been a "failed male"? No.

I've been masturbating every night to one of my best friends who's trans and has a boyfriend.

>>42087828
no but in the full image she is masturbating a big black penis with her feet

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>>42087305
It's been half a year now since this board made me super paranoid about being AGP. I now have all of this brainworms about male essence, being faketrans, not truly being ultrafeminine since childhood and undervirilized, and having heterosexual male sexuality. I obsessively compare myself to cis women in terms of how "AGP" they are compared to me. I feel like I'm being fake even tho people say that I don't feel fake at all. Like, okay Blanchard, you're right, maybe the thought of having a female body is somehow sexually appealing, but please don't imply that I'm not actually innately feminine. But if that's the case, I feel like I might as well kys bc I would have no way to be a real person.

>>42087305
I got spitroasted this weekend by 2 men 30yrs older than me.

>>42088143
AGP is trutrans tho
HSTS is just being a very very fem gay guy
The innate femininity in HSTS is in part the undervirilization, because body language is in part driven by physiology

>>42088191
how was it

>>42087305
i lost my mind and cut off all of my online friends. im planning to give up on everything on the 28th. my parents will be coming back from a trip on that day, so I can buy it and leave while my dog should be okay alone for the few hours everyone is gone till they come back.

>>42088208
frustrating, they didn't let me out of my chastity cage

im extremely jealous of cis people and trans people who pass. so many of them act like transness is an identity you assume for fun and not an incurable crippling brain disease

>>42088229
idk anona I just wanted to have a pussy

>>42088218
that sucks, I would have jerked you off at least pounding you from behind

>>42088193
Not being undervirilized makes me feel super faketrans tho
Also I have no idea how virilized am I, bc I do have some proxies of low womb testosterone like a wide pelvis and digit ratio of 1.00 but my male puberty has hit me real hard, I have grown taller than they have expected and my T levels were super high before HRT

>>42088293
Males have wider pelvises than females because they're taller
Digit ratio doesn't mean much at the individual level, look at Kay Brown

>>42088293
Undervirilization is about the absence of male features, not the presence of female features.

>>42088293
Height doesn't matter as much as the 5'6 bricks would have you believe

>>42088310
>Males have wider pelvises than females because they're taller
False. Source: ANSUR

>>42088349
Then apparently I'm super faketrans. How do I proceed with this knowledge?

>>42088390
Yeah, totally no one ever notices I'm 6'1, I just blend in perfectly

>>42088401
AGP is trutrans because it's the one with dysphoria and a feeling of being a woman inside

>>42088435
AGPs are non-dysphoric

>>42088442
Wrong

>>42088435
>AGP
I hate being put into one group with crossies and rapehons. I hate being assumed to have had a crossdressing phase where I did it for sexual purposes. I have no idea how AGP my sexuality truly is but the thought that might not be fembrained but rather malebrained makes me wanna kms

>>42088442
The definition of "AGP" are those that experience dysphoria.

This is why Blanchard terminology sucks ass. We should just be using a four axis chart of:

1) Presence of Positive Dysphoria (dysphoria from presence of natal features/Autoandrophobia)
2) Presence of Negative Dysphoria (dysphoria from absence of opposite sex features/Autogynephilia)
3) Sexual Selection Pressure (are you transitioning to get more dick)
4) Social Pressure/Convenience (are you transitioning because you "can't make it as a male" socially)

Im bi

>>42088460
You're getting put in that group regardless. We all are. The public doesn't care about AGP vs HSTS. They hear tranny, they think fetishistic transvestite.

>>42088460
>crossdressing phase where I did it for sexual purposes
Funny thing is a fabric fetish isn't AGP, but dysphoria over being male physically or socially is

>>42088527
wdym? What are you implying?

i am a really pathetic stupid tranny failure boymoder who has a stupid creepy crush on a content creator and i dont know what to do about it
i feel so stupid

>>42088539
That most people don't know what AGP actually is also labeling all fetishists AGP regardless of the details of their fetish is harmful

>>42088446
>>42088469
>oh god i'm so dysphoric better jack off my male penis to loli porn and fantasize about putting my male penis into a vagina
You're not going to gaslight me

>>42087519
Hot.
Ask for a date.

>>42088586
>male penis
implies the existence of female penis

>>42088586
Dysphoria = wanting to be in a relationship with yourself as the opposite sex and frustration/disgust at not being able to do that because you see yourself as your birth sex

>>42088607
>female penis
yes obviously these exist too retard. it's called a tdick

>>42088586
Projecting?

>>42088612
Blanchtards cannot help but be the single most retarded creatures on earth. Black Hebrew Israelites are more intelligent than you.

>>42087305
i sa'd three people.
when i was 14 i pressured my gf to kiss me and let me touch her boobs
when i was 15 i gropped a pooners boob while they were super high (tbf they did the same thing b4 when i was high but ig its worse when i do it)
and also when i was 15 i did the same with a theyab
when i got called out for it i didnt own up to it. i denied anything even happened with the first girl. i twisted the story w the pooner and said i only did it to teach him a lesson cus he did it to me. plus he sa'd some ppl b4 so it helped my case and the the last one i apologized but i made it seem like i just wanted to cuddle and didnt realize where my hand went.
im 19 now and im worried since i did such fucked up shit as a kid ill never really be able to be a good person and im always gonna be tainted by the actions i did as a dumb teen

>>42088624
i've been in the servers nona

>>42088710
Discord trannies are like that lol

They drive out any remotely normal people

>>42088719
mmm yes we love our in-group out-group behavior dont we folx

>>42088735
you might be missing a chunk of your frontal lobe, have you seen a neurologist lately?

>>42087305
I'm not in love with my gf as much as she is in love with me. I want to take things slower to figure it out. She is obsessed and wants to marry me. :(

>>42088816
Some boat here...

>>42087479
are you fart anon?

>>42088823
boat?

>>42088823
>>42088952
oh same i'm stupid idk i'm tired lol sry..
yeah :\\ i hope ur able to figure it out anon..
i've thought of telling her but she goes so out with her expressions of love after just breaking up with long term (kinda horrible) situation and i feel like i'd crush her.....

>>42088952
*same boat

Sorry

>>42088869
is there a specific fart anon? i mean i like farts and i'm an anon if that's what you're asking

I challenge mtfs to shave their heads not because I have a short hair fetish but because I shaved my own head and it's turned out to be super convenient

>>42088491
oh my god

>>42088669
modern mfs be like
>I literally violently raped and violated these poor victims for life, they will be forever traumatized
previous mfs be like
>omg becky you got your boob touched by anon lol

>>42087305
i want my best friend to rape me

>>42087519
disgusting, but hot

>>42089123
yeah tbf i never got why it effected them so much. like ive had it happen to me and its uncomfortable but not life ending. i think the first one (ex gf) was least traumatized. the pooner freaked out but im 90% sure its cus hes a narcissist cus he did worse to like 5 other ppl. the last one makes sense cus they were a rape victim so i prob retraumatized them

I wanna be a femboy or just transition

>>42087305
All of you are made up, this board isn't real, it's just my own mind trying to cannibalize itself. If I stopped thinking about this place you all would cease to exist like the hylics that you are. A whole anonymous message board full of philosophical zombies. I am god and this reality is just a test to see if I can figure out how to contextualize my own existence.

>>42089370
whatever floats your boat anon
I'd recommend not schizoing for too long, but that's just my experience

>>42088208
this dude is not me>>42088218

>>42088208
>how was it
it was great. they were firm but not mean, agressive but not understanding...and they had a lot more stamina then I thought they would have. each came multiple times during he evening...and they let me shower off before I went home lol

>>42089699
But did they let you out of your chastity cage?

At 16 I begged my mom to let me be a girl for a day and said I was curious, so she let me and I put on her underwear, bra, skirt and a top and tried on all sorts of her clothes with her helping me dress and put makeup on. She wouldnt let me go outside and said I could get taken away from her if I told anyone, so I just did things around the house. I got an erection at one point and became embarrassed and was sure she saw. I took it all off like it never happened just before the rest of the family came home. The next day she asked me if I wanted to meet a transsexual and if I wanted a sex change and I got embarrassed and said no and she dropped it. Now I'm a tranny, surprise!

>>42087305
i cheated on my gf with a trans girls yesterday, i fucked her really hard, sniffed popper and went full animal mode on that ass, i regret nothing

>>42088229
Im the same way. My friend who can stealth pass cares more about being a *trans* woman. She gets upset that people will mistake her for cis because "its just another closet"
Like, I dont get it. I just want to be seen as a woman and to never think about being trans... this woman is living my dream and is still thinking about her transness.

>>42087305
I'm ftm, really gay, I've only fuck with men but ngl i would love to be fucked by a trans woman, for the plot idk I get really horny when I think about that but I have 0 interest in having something romantic with cis/trans woman

The only thing that makes my days tolerable is when my friend hugs me, squeezes my hand, snuggles up next to me, etc. But she's taken and the sensation I get is like... feeling the warmth of someone else's home by leaning up against their door. Like a poor fucking stray dog hoping to catch scraps tossed in the bin.
I adore our friendship and wouldnt give it up for the world, but Im also viscerally aware that Im going to have to regularly check myself to keep from stepping over boundaries as Ive fallen more and more for someone who cant ever reciprocate.
There's no real chance of me ever forming a real relationship with anyone due to reasons I don't want to talk about, so I guess this is all there is for me.

>>42090379
>this woman is living my dream and is still thinking about her transness.

Brainworms, for the most part. She really needs a therapist.
I threw a fucking party once a whole year passed without being clocked.

>its just another closet

Does it matter if it's the closet I wanted and worked really hard to be allowed in?
As I said, brainworms.
Don't let her brainworms to infect you, nona. Just soldier on with the journey and make the effort. Eventually you'll get there.

>>42090804
Oh, no, I wont get there. But Ive come to terms with it.
It doesnt seem like brainworms to me. She's a very close friend of mine and it feels like being trans is more important to her identity. Its so so alien to me. Like, if she were AFAB, she'd be a trans man instead.

I used to kill small animals. My mother used to encourage me. She thought it would make a man out of me

>>42090822
>Oh, no, I wont get there

Never say never. I said the same thing about 6yrs in. That I'll never get there and tried to make peace with it. But then I did.

>being trans is more important to her identity. Its so so alien to me. Like, if she were AFAB, she'd be a trans man instead

You described brainworms.
I don't want to insult you or your close friend. But what you're saying really is a brainworm. I have no idea whether it qualifies as some sort of disorder, but it's def a brainworm.

>>42090403
im the trans woman inverse of that

>>42090903
Im not gonna lie, if I try to believe I can make it as a boomerhon build like a brick shithouse, the overwhelming bitch slap reality throws at me every time I am perceived would kill me. Its better for me to believe in nothing and be pleasantly surprised.

>>42088669
anon i did so much worse than you and most people who meet me say i'm a sweet and kind person

it's gonna get bad again it's just a matter of time

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Everyday I fantasize about becoming a hobo drifter nomad, abdicating my many responsibilities and just skipping town, getting out of doge, that sort of thing.

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>>42089370
>demiurge thinks he's inherited the light of monad
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

>>42089070
Unfortunately my head is shaped all crazy like and I need to conceal my skull with my lovely locks

>>42090822
I don't think I'd be a trans man, but I'd probably be some flavor of theyfab
>>42090903
Its not a brainworm I'm just a little nonbinary with it

>>42090957
>Its better for me to believe in nothing and be pleasantly surprised

Very healthy thinking. Again, I also worked under roughly the same assumptions.
Very happy to casually encounter another tranny who has her mind well-grounded.

Merry Christmas, nona!

>>42087305
I miss you line, I hope you are alive.

>>42087305
i miss my fucking dick and being able to have sex fuck my stupid bottom dysphoric tranny life

>>42091053
Then you're probably not like the lady Im talking about. Which wouldn't surprise me - its not the first time Ive heard this mentality.
>>42091057
There's dozens of us!
I actually think Id prefer to be more optimistic tbhon, but it is what it is.
Merry Christmas!

>>42088669
Nothingburger

>>42087305
I deny the Holocaust.

I get genuinely disturbed and angry when I see anorexic trannies, which sucks because there's so many of them. They have no idea females have higher levels of essential body fat than males do, yet they all unilaterally seem to think of themselves as experts in human biology. These anorexic ones are also typically insane and will send you unsolicited pictures of them cutting themselves. The ones reading this will say something like "I wish a skinny tranny sent me pictures of her cutting herself" it's all so fucking weird. I thought you people wanted to be women, but it really seems like the majority of trannies explicitly want to be trannies. It makes the normal, stable, womanly trans women stick out, and these types need to be protected and kept away from the weird death cult trannies.

>>42087305
Sometimes when I'm fucking my gf I think of bigger dick guys fucking her

>>42091870
They think being a malnourished estrogenized male is the same as being feminine. It's so gross.

I'm a transgirl and when I drink with other transgirls and lying in bed I really want to fuck them really hard but they are never into it.

>>42091893
meaning they always prefer cuddles and stuff but I really just wanna dominate and bdsm

>>42091907
can you introduce me to them pls i haven't frotted or made out with another tgirl in over a year

I was offered money twice to crossplay, once for my high school anime club and once for a con my university club was going to, but I was too tsundere to accept both times and now I regret it. I'm still never telling anyone in either though.

i want my dick to shrink but i keep masturbating to passoids on here as a form of self harm

my zoophile cis f friend wants me to see me take knot

>>42087601
do it, best sex ever

>>42089713
my panties are my de facto cage. Niether one touched my cock.

I tried cutting again last night and I'm afraid to tell my girlfriend because i think she'll resent me fir breaking the promise i made not to

>>42092506
you deserve it for being such a mentally stunted unserious faggot

>>42092521
What are you? 14?

I'm a tall masc guy but sometimes have fantasies about being caged, tied up and fucked like a whore

>>42092557
That's cool
Unfortunately men are not allowed to break gender norms so you have to transition now

>>42092049
You want to cuddle with my friends? Or u want to be wrecked by me?

>>42092547
>i had to promise not to cut and i broke it :(((((((((
>youre not a serious person faggot
>OMG, what are you 14, chud?!
lmao

>>42092596
NTA but pls
>>42092049
I bet ur in euroland arent you?

>>42092557
That's cool
Fortunately men are allowed to break gender norms and always have been able to so you can probably find a guy to do that for you

>>42092622
I'll wreck u if u want

I'm a NEET, ugly, fat, I almost never leave the house (with rare exceptions, I've gone years without leaving, but I've changed that a bit) and all my interactions with others are with my family, erotic games, and writing erotic fiction. Women cheat on me and I hate it.

Nobody wants me, but I don't want myself either. I wish I were at least a hentai protagonist so that when I got close to a woman they would give me their vagina, because even if the protagonist-kun is ugly in those erotic stories, it still happens.

I'll keep asking God to at least give me more erotic dreams with beautiful women. Because honestly, it ended before it even began.

>>42092910
start dating men

>>42092646
Getting wrecked (am a maso), getting cuddled, idc. Im so starved for affection and intimacy that Id take almost anything.

>>42091748
i literally had the police question me
>>42090963
what did u do? its kinda funny im in the same boat. people say i have a calming aura

>>42091003
same that's unironically my life goal. get rich enough. become digital nomad like my father. idc if it's malebrained. i will be as free as i can

>>42092957
>what did u do?
i aint the one confessing here. but worse

>>42087305
i don't love my girlfriend any more

i want a big dick millenial gf to glaze my face

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>>42092932
Even if I had to kill myself with a kitchen knife, I would never date a man; that is literally my only criterion

>>42093075
did you realize that you're on the lgbt board? why are you complaining about your stupid cishet moid problems here lol

>>42087305
My gf broke up with me but I was relieved cause I fell out of love a while ago and was just too cowardly to say anything, I couldn’t see a future with her anymore. But now I’m realising that a lot of my social circle was hers, I became too reliant on her, and now I’m very alone. Also, the lack of regular intimacy has been very difficult, I had forgotten how tough it was. I don’t even know how to start dating again.

>>42087305
i like to help trans girls reach their peak potential and then use them as i see fit. there's a lot of girls out there who could easily become far, far more attractive if they took care of their weight and skin. ive gotten at least 3 femboys onto hrt. sometimes it is kind of a pain juggling multiple relationships at once, especially once some of them become irl. but its very satisfying. once someone is so dependent on you, it doesnt matter one bit how you treat them. there was this one femboy i met 2ish years ago. slowly but surely i converted him from being shy about wearing panties to full on crossdressing in public, wearing a chastity cage most of the time and she's been on hrt for 1.5 years. recently i straight up told her that im talking to other people, and that if she wants to keep talking to me she has to work for it.

Now she's on a lenient but firm diet, she works out and takes good care of her body. the sex is wonderful and her submissive and sometimes pathetic nature is arousing as fuck.

rn i've got 2 trans girls i meet irl fairly often, sometimes weekly or every few days, and im talking to 2 more online. ill never get tired of this.

>>42087305
After years of loveless transbianism, I realized I was straight. I have now been one-shotted by the first guy who is nice to me and I can't stop thinking about him and coming up with elaborate fantasies about a future together. i am experiencing new emotions just thinking about him. fuck my meta-attracted agp life

>>42093215
Based based based based based

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>>42093096
Because I'm a trans man and trans women are cute too

>>42093198
I...
Um...
I...
Er...
Are you recruiting..?

>>42093004
ok so i assume u raped someone

I wish a had a cute boyfriend on discord that i would send and receive videos of us jerking off, sending videos or pictures of us fucking our ass'

Im straight irl tho lol

>>42093215
Based.

If I were to be religious, I'd thank God for making me straight, but resent that I had to go through transition.
Escaping boyhood while loving men was hard. But it was totally worth it.

Good luck in the new life, nona!
Merry Christmas!

>>42093353
Get you a trans gf, duh. Or just be openly gay.

I love my theyfab fiancée life is good

i feel really bad that i'll probably never find someone to love me because i'm a fat guy

>>42087305
I went through psychosis, tried to make friends, and got probabilistically sexually assaulted after. Now I'm fat and can't think about sex very much. It's a life.

>>42093278
Depends. Every girl I've talked to has had no clue about this whole thing i do, but now you do. where are you based? and are you a cute girl or what

>>42087479
Brapchads UNITE!

>>42092950
I'll do that to you

I've been jerking off to my best bro for forever now.
6 months ago he told me he was straight. I can't move on

>>42093651
US. Im already a few years into my transition. People tell me Im cute and I pass enough in both boy and girl mode that it cant be accidental. I don't see it, tho - I just look like a dude to me.

>>42093842
Nta but I’d take in a cute boy during this time of year. It’s cold & they’ll never make it by themselves

>>42093985
Well, I mean, Im not a boy even if I look kinda like one. :<

>>42093842
>I don't see it, tho
That's how dysphoria works.
I look now at my pics from 5 years in and I'm like "jfc, I could've stopped manmoding then" - but i didn't for another 2 years due to this brainworm.

Maybe you need a nudge? either from someone you trust or from someone you admire. Worked for me, lol.

>>42094001
I have a good friend who helps me. And dont get me wrong, Im in girlmode like 80% of the time. I just... yea, I dont get it. Nothing has changed from my starting pics 3 years ago and now other than me growing boobs.

What does it mean if I have a digit ratio of 1.01 on my left hand but 0.98 on my right hand?

>>42087479
>humans picked sand from the beach, melted it and tricked it into writing brap erotica
I wonder if god is proud of his clever sons...

>>42094042
>Im in girlmode like 80% of the time

If it works, then it works and move on to enjoying it. Kill the brainworms.
No, I'm serious!
Graduate and build your life. And live instead of existing.
Life's too short already.

Let hrt run its slower magic over time in the background.

>>42094045
jesus christ anon this is poetic

>>42094061
To be quite honest I had to do my transition in the background anyways. Im a career professional and have a very busy personal and social life. I actually wish I had more time to focus on my transition and like experience it as part of my life journey. Instead it just kinda happened to me as a matter of medical necessity.

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Before starting HRT I could masturbate to completion just by reading the effects of MTF HRT
Then I masturbated to a medical slideshow of SRS imagining it was me

I'm deeply AGP, so transition is such an enormous turn on for me.

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there’s a restaurant my dad likes to eat at and sometimes invites me and my sister to go too, i usually reject because im too self conscious to be seen by real people but this time i decided to go
i asked where the toilets were and the waiter said “oh women’s are upstairs” and i had to double take i wasn’t being made fun of, 4chan has told me so many times i look like a man and desu i believe it so i never girlmode ever.
anyway i tested it out on another waiter and he also pointed me to the ladies toilets
my sister kept giving me disgusted looks after i came back and i learned she hates me being trans so that’s heartbreaking

>>42094082
More or less similar story here.
Ironically, the nudge to ditch manmoding came for the colleagues to whom it was self-evident yet I still had doubts. "We know, nona" was the nudge I needed haha

Get good voice (if you haven't already) and lean into it.
Live for yourself a little bit. Enjoy life!

The way I frame it to myself is that I don't want my tombstone to write "here lies nona who achieved the best spreadsheet stats and made the line go up"
Career is important. Especially for us (given how many trans women are in shit-tier financial situation). But we shouldn't let that steal our lives the way it also steals many cis people's lives as well.

Merry Christmas!

>>42087305
Rape terrifies me, but I also like to hear people talking about how it felt because it arouses me :/

>>42093993
You’re still eligible either which way for the benefit of a warm meal & refuge

>>42087305
I have a giant ass

>>42088557
My confession is my undying admiration for sweet boymoder
You need to tell him so you can get some inner peace

>>42094319
If it’s so BIG how come it’s not crushing my head as we speak? Checkmate liberals

i think ive had hemorrhoids since i was 12 but no adult in my life listened to me so my asshole is just ugly and weird and im past the age where id be pitied instead of looked at with disgust. i dont want to be a virgin forever

>>42093842
where in US? im in the US as well.

>>42087441
alr lil vro vro we all know you like nick fuentes

im slowly slipping in degeneracy and i wonder how far i'll go in before something bad happens.

>>42094564
hot, how degen?

I want nothing more than to be a tranner's pet moid

i had a dream that my parents had already died, and i was essentially living in the future, in a house that i didn't recognize. i stepped outside to see if there was anyone around, but i was all alone. i started crying because i missed my dad. i don't remember saying goodbye, it all felt real, like undistinguishable from irl. and then i woke up from my dream actually crying. it made me realize how fragile my little world is. how everything in life is temporary