I should have been dysphoric, yet I am not.I deserve to be dysphoric, yet I am not.This is a type of pain I have to feel, yet I do not.
sounds like dysphoria. if you take estrogen maybe you'll feel better
>>42092141I wish estrogen would make me feel better and not way worse. I wish this were dysphoria, but it isn't. I can't hate being a man, no matter how much I try, just like I can't love being a woman, no matter how much I try.
>>42092230skill issue
This has got to be at least your tenth thread now
>>42092090To be dysphoric is to be AGP. To be AGP is to sin.
>>42095532Wish it were my last. The jannies should just perma ban me at this point, cause I can't stop making these to lament
>>42092090 (OP)you're not alone, anon. it's weird, to not know what you're meant to be. >>42092230what aspects of being a man do you like? what aspects of being a woman do you dislike? why do you feel like you should be dysphoric?
>>42095785>it's weird, to not know what you're meant to beI know I'm meant to be a cis man, but I'm too stubborn and mentally ill to just accept it.>what aspects of being a man do you like?I'm mostly indifferent towards it, maybe except for the strength testosterone grants you which is useful to have.>what aspects of being a woman do you dislike?It's not really dislike, but much rather my conviction that everything will definitely feel wrong and foreign about it. Even when the effects of estrogen feel desirable, I can't shake the belief that I'll come to hate them, because that's exactly what happened when I tried hrt.>why do you feel like you should be dysphoric?Because having no dysphoria just means that I'm wasting my time here and should just go and live my life as a cis man. While this is definitely true, the thought of just living my life as a man is highly upsetting and depressing to me.
just cuz u don't have the annoying ass complaints that the suicidal fags here do doesn't mean you don't have dysphoria. Keep taking estrogen. Your life isn't gonna improve off of it.
>>42096016My life for sure isn't going to improve on it as well unfortunately
