I want to be a eunuch. there's nothing more gut wrenching to me than getting hard when thinking about women, I'm trooning out & starting hormones soon to hopefully lose my entire sex drive, I feel like a disgusting pervert for even being attracted to women, I have also decided to get SRS in the future so that I never have to worry about getting erections ever again, I don't want to ever think about sex or have it even be on my mind, I feel like myself & the most at peace during post nut clarity, I feel whole again, not having attraction towards people is just honestly pure bliss, no getting nervous, feeling anxious, or creepy, just bliss... that's what I want to feel forever. Is there anything else that I can do to castrate myself even further or to lose even more of my sex drive?
I could still get hard and ejaculate easily even without testosterone, just so you know
>>42095623you were on anti-androgens? what type & dose if u don't mind me asking
>>42095652Triptorelin, quarterly injections, completely stopped my testes from producing testosterone
