ive been alone for so many years that im ready to have a breakdown at the drop of a hat. ill see some girl getting engaged, or out partying, or just doing something besides rotting in her room, and it makes me sob on the spot. anyone else relate?
honestly no
Maybe stop boymoding?
i hold it in until im alone in my room at night but i did almost lose it at the store today
>>42095937im way too clocky and man faced for that>>42095938:c
Honestly I dump all of that emotion into working out. Sometimes I think of my difficult emotion as this thing I transfer into the weight and then pretend I'm fighting it during the set. If I rest for longer than 2 days for some reason I start crying a bunch about all the shit. I probably cried 4 hours on sunday.
I'm always sad, but I don't cry as much anymore. I'm low on tears at this point.
no, think last time i cried was maybe 3 years ago
