I had my first injection and I don't regret it. It's been over a week tho, but I'm not sure where to go from here. I didn't take any blood tests yet, and I should. I haven't told the doc abt how I want to transition and I think I should? I don't know.I'm stuck in my parent's basement, early 20's. Working minimum wage, no degree. I would be able to code but it would be impossible to keep up with the competition in the industry. The only people I know IRL are either cis girls that wouldn't wanna hang out with a man like me, introverts, and trans people that are too busy with their dating life to be friends with me.A couple people see light in me. Both of them consider me malebrained but think I should transition. I am malebrained tho and I don't think it'll ever go away. Even if I do transition I'll still be malebrained. I'll never be one of the girls. I'll mansplain and have malebrained interests and have malebrained lack of self awareness and have malebrained kinks and joys. I don't feel like it's worth taking care of myself cuz I'll just be a better kept man, I'll never be one of the girls. I don't even care about achieving the life of a cis woman I just don't wanna be a man. I wanna be one of the girls. But it's just a dream isn't it? My mother would never teach me how to be a woman. There's no mentor out there that would help me. Even the pre-T trans guy I know is too malebrained to teach me how to be a woman. Girls on the internet are just telling you how to be a white girl, I can't pass as a white girl if I'm not white. Am I stuck like this forever? Please share your thoughts, I'll be reading.
i, too, am a cis man on hrt
>>42096793No surely you understand me
Someone else posted the same thing fml I should just read that shit>>42096049
