if your ambition as a tranny isnt making the greatest piece of art in history, youre unironically ngmithis requires the removal of a "fellow man", and is the only way to stay as anything but dust to gaiayou cannot be scared
>>42098609This is secretly my ambition and feels like a reason for existing. I don't really care how it ranks up compared to other arts but it's something I want to put into the world before I die. Every drawing I do is practicing to make it exist someday. There is no guarantee that I won't get hit by a car and decapitated one day before I make it but I feel better living life with this goal.
>>42098609I wish I could draw but it is so difficult to get a good enough result. It also gives me a very intense feeling of discomfort in my wrist, I have to shake my hand like an autist to make it disappear.
>>42098683drawing is far from the pinacle of art, it might have been a stepping stone for more interesting mediums, but nowadays there are no famous painters
My shitposts on 4chan are the greatest arts in history although beit
>>42098711retarded take
>>42098609why only art? if i can change the lives of just a handful of people then the ripple i created will continue for long after i cease. it’s pointless to try and fight becoming nothing directly, but if even an echo of my actions live on it would have made it all well worth it (disregarding the gains i get from doing it in the here and now)
>>42098754art helps people on a much larger scale than an individual ever can
i make music and paint and write and have lots of ambition but i also question why art specifically would or should be more important than other ambitions but of course this is 4chins and near-everyone here is deluded and im too old for this place anyway
>>42098609least delusional ttttranny
>>42098609truth nukeart is the soul embodied
>>42098609I want to make animations and comics, but I haven't ben able to transition because my stupid country asks for me to socially transition for a whole year before getting hormones and I have no money to DIY and the whole situation has me so depressed I can't get back to drawing ;_;
>>42100644where do you live? diy is legit cheap as hell and often cheaper than medical transition
>>42100783Colombia
But I am, so many things get in the way but I always return to pursuing it
>>42100810ah i seehave you looked into how much it would cost you?
>>42100926I looked around, I could maybe get spyro, the problem is estradiol, I asked a trans girl and she said you can't get it anymore here and she buys it witch crypto
>>42100974yeah crypto is almost always necessary if you wanna diyit's not much of a hassle unless you're under 18 but you're over 18, since you're on here, right? :^)spiro is poison but if you can't have E at all it's somewhat better than nothingim p sure there are some suppliers that deliver to south america but i havent looked into it much yet
>>42101016I'll do more research, surely there's something I can do
>>42101105theyre on break for the holidays but astrovials delivers to south america i think
