I have zero friends in real life. I'm just this autistic brain that's good at doing engineering work and math shit. I tolerate the normies I work with. Tranners view me as some unrelatable other because I make money subtly. I can provide for myself which threatens communal minded people. I dont feel like I belong anywhere, I'm just always going to be apart of people's lives because I'm useful to upper middle class normies or vulnerable working people. You can't stop wanting human connection, so you're just in constant pain. This has been happening to me for three years. I fucking hate it.
>>42102452Same but i'm low iq and about to fail college.I dont want to suipost but i feel really bad and i dont think i can get myself out of this hole.
>>42102452Make a game in Rust then.
>>42102452Engineer, build thyself a community.https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=OAC4ItP0xWM
fr though it's a good base for becoming a cult leader
This sounds eerily similar to me prior to transition. Except I was into cybersec and math shit.Still into cybersec and math shit, but with a boyfriend for over 5 years and a group of friends.
