>be me, boymoder on hrt for 2y, malefailing most of the time>not gonna come out to anyone until I pass>i think everyone knows but nobody has said anything to me>mostly just weird looks from people on the street, once a girl laughed at me and whispered something to her boyfriend>anyways today I was working as normal, at a fast food restaurant to earn side money while I work on my degree at the local college>it's saturday morning and there's a huge rush so i'm busy running fry chef"hey emma, can you grab me a fresh bag of fries, i'm out">i turn around confused, the question seemed directed at me>it's James, the other fry chef>he narrows his eyes"oh sorry anon, I thought you were emma, you look so...">he furrows his brows a bit."anyways can you get me a fry bag from the freezer, i'm out">he's so annoying, he never goes and gets it himself>but he's the only one here who's always nice to me, everyone else just ignores me"alright, be right back">It's one of the big walk-in freezers, and I unlock it and go in>it's so cold in here, all i'm wearing is my shirt and sports bra>i used to be able to carry two of the bags but now it's hard to carry just one, and it's only like 8 pounds>as i'm trying to pick up the bag, i realize that the door never clicked shut>i turn around>it's James, what is he doing there? he must have followed me in"h-hi james, I'm getting the bag, don't worry">he doesn't say anything, he's just staring at me>he's so close, he's like two feet away, and he's staring down at me. he's probably three or four inches taller>i can feel his warm breath on my neck from here...>he smirks at me"sorry anon, just wanted to check on you. don't want you to trip and drop both the bags like you did last time""i'm fine, i'm just gonna grab one at a time.">he looks back down at me but now he's not looking at my eyes>I look at my chest and realize my nipples are poking out from the cold>I quickly cross my arms to try to cover it up(1/?)
>>42102810why do i feel like i’ve seen this before
>>42102810"let me know if you need any help carrying it anon">he turns around to go back but as he does, his elbow bumps right into my chest>I started prog a month ago and my boobs are really sore, and I half-lean-half-collapse against the wall in pain"what the hell James??">he's already at the door leaving, and just looks back at me and smirks"oops, sorry" he pauses, and then says slowly ""anon"">it's 6pm now, at the end of my shift>it's just James and I now, closing up"sorry about that earlier anon, I didn't mean to bump you that hard, i was just teasing">he sounds genuinely sorry"do you wanna go get something to drink? on me">why not.jpg>we head to a local bar, it's a small place, there's only a few others>James orders some fancy stuff, but I just get a beer even though it tastes bad>we just make a lot of small talk, talking about life>apparently he's single and hasn't dated anyone before, me neither>turns out he's also getting a degree in CS>I start going on an autistic rant about Rust but he seems interested>he's just staring with those dark eyes>I look at my watch and realize it's been a few hours"sorry James, I should really get going soon""just a big longer anon">I get a few more drinks and we keep chatting>I'm starting to get really tired now>I'll just tell him that I need to go now then>I look over and try to tell him, but my mouth isn't moving right and it comes out garbled"anon, are you okay? you must've drank too much. Don't worry, I got you">he guides me out the door and to his car nearby>he gently pushes me into the back seat>i'm still trying to talk but my mouth still isn't working, and my legs and arms are starting to really hurt now>he starts driving but he's going the wrong way, my apartment is closer to the city center and he's going away>something is definitely not right, but before I can think anymore I start to pass out>the last thing I see is James smiling at me in the rearview mirror(2/?)
>>42103123Uh did he drug you?
>>42102810I have a mixture of diarrhea and constipation, but I can't finish reading this post.
>>42103440nah they're probably larping
>>42103440This is so sad james sounded cute, but I think he might be a rapist, why do guys even do that? OP was ready to hop into his bed anyway.
>>42103123FINISH IT
>>42103123>i slowly open my eyes>my head is really fuzzy, what happened>looking around, i'm in a pretty bare room on a couch>there's a lamp, a tv, and some game consoles but nothing else>standing up, I stumble towards one of the doors, but my vision blacks out >I fall to the ground, confused, what the fuck is happening>the door in front of me opens, and James is there with a worried look"are you okay anon? I heard a noise""w-w-where am I" I saw coughing "what happened""you and I went to go get some drinks, but you got hammered like crazy. i brought you back to my place to stay since you were about to pass out.""oh. thank you, I can't really remember anything">James picks me up from off the floor and princess carries me back over to the couch>my palm is pressed up against his chest, and he must be crazy jacked, he has very well defined abs>as he's carrying me over i can't help but look up at him>he's always been incredibly handsome but from here I can see everything, the stubble on his chin, his sharp nose, everything>i've always had a crush on him but i'd never have a chance, he probably has real girls fawning all over him>he sets me down on the couch, then backs away and pulls up a stool that was hiding somewhere in the room, sits down, and stares at me>he finally talks after at least a minute of us staring at each other"what's your real name? don't give me any bullshit">I stare at him blankly"y-you know my name, i'm a-anon...">he somehow crossed the gap between us in a second, and his hands were suddenly holding my jaw painfully tight"what. is. your. real. name.""l-l-lucy" >he let go, and stood back, smiling at me"a pretty name for a pretty girl.""J-james, you know i'm a guy">he stared at me angrily"you don't fool anyone with your bullshit">he was angry, really angry. i'd never seen him like this"plus, i don't do this to guys. i'm not gay">i stared at him confused for a second"you don't... do what?"(3/?)
This reads like erofic but go off if you need to jork it.Il say you're truly fembrained for making your ideal man a rapist who gets women drunk and doesn't let them go home when they repeteadely say they need to get going, but gets away with it bc he's tall and handsome.Kill all fucking women with sharp rocks and heavy cinderblocks.Total femoid death. NOW.>B-but w-what about the human race...Don't care. TFDNOW.
>>42105311i'm not that boring, there's still more surprises :)
>>42105311you forget the part of the story where it's revealed he only rapes and abuses for good reasons, or because it was all a misunderstanding, or trauma, or whatever. you know.
>>42102810>this is a true story btwno it is not
why are people trying to be moral apostles in a fucking larp erotica greentext on the /lgbt/ board on 4chan.org
>>42105355So true.I have to say tho i must admit that i have jorked it a bit to a tranny-written erotica slop about a sadistic killer who cucks and feminizes a guy and then kills and tortures his cissoid gf before making the cuck his wife so perhaps going Total Femoid Death was a bit too much given the circumstance.T. Straight cis male
>>42105085>he looked at me blankly"uhm, I mean i'm not usually this nice, you're just an exception">he leaned over my face, smiling"don't think I don't see you always staring at me.">I blushed, and looked away"but I like you too, lucy.">my heart skipped a beat, what were the odds he liked me back??>i looked back up at him>he lowered his finger to my face, caressing my cheek>i stared up towards him, and i couldn't help but get lost in those beautiful eyes>he had brown eyes, but of such a dark color that the iris was nearly black. it felt like i was falling into his gaze>i knew the look on his face, and i definitely looked the exact same right now>without thinking I raised my head up, meeting his mouth gently for a kiss>it was perfect, the way his stubble brushed up against my face, how his lips pressed against mine, how his hand was tangled in my hair>he broke off after a second, calm, while I blushed like crazy and gasping for air>he leaned back off of me, and I sat upright on the couch, still staring at him>I probably looked ridiculous, like a lost puppy>but i needed more>I stand up, still kinda wobbly from how much i must've drank>i lean against him, kissing him again, much more desperate now>if i was hungry for him then, now i'm a starving animal. his boysmell was so good, it was like pheromones>I push him back on his stool and now i'm against his body>i lower my hand to his thighs, and he does the same>we both work our hands up each others bodies, and as I slip my hand up his shirt, feeling his rock hard chest, his hands followed my hips and up my shirt as well>I make a squeaking sound as his hand brushes over my breast, but he doesn't stop, rubbing his fingers over my nipples as his tongue pushes into my mouth>he picks up my upper body, and I wrap my legs around his waist>as I reach my hands up his chest towards his neck, there's an odd, slightly raised line right below his left nipple, and it's under his right one as well(4/?)
My interpretation of this story is that the two characters are female and male aspects of the tyranny's mind. The male can see the truth of what the whole is and the female is in denial. The male can't understand this and due to his misunderstanding of how the female is. This creates a dysphoric cycle that becomes self reinforcing.
>>42105398giwtwm
>>42104818>>42105311>>42105355OP just got drunk on a date, what's all this nonsense about the guy being a rapist?? there's nothing in the text that supports that idea
>>42105466I mean the guy is kind of a creep.Also, the way the girl is acting after she gets drunk really seems like a date rape drug. Clearly the guy is gonna rape her or torture her or something.
>>42105427So he's ftm?Cool.Someone should write one of those that turns into a horror story Maybe i should...
>>42105501how do you tell the difference?i got drugged maybe once and i've never been able to be certain if it was that or just alcohol (although it was kind of weird because i didn't want to drink too much that night and then i remember drinking way too much vodka before it goes dark)
>>42105555>i'm still trying to talk but my mouth still isn't working, and my legs and arms are starting to really hurt now>he starts driving but he's going the wrong way, my apartment is closer to the city center and he's going away>something is definitely not right, but before I can think anymore I start to pass out>the last thing I see is James smiling at me in the rearview mirrorI'm not really sure. It just seems to me like these lines are implying that?
>>42105507waowwaowwaow if you write that post it on the board... :>yes he is ftm. st4t is holy and pure
>>42105466>Gets a girl drunk>"Haha sorry but i gotta go">No you don't. Stay longer>Gets a girl more drunk>"Listen, i REALLY need to get going.">No you don't. >Takes her to his apartment to "sober her up" and immediately after she wakes up tries to initiate sex1. What do you suppose would happen if she said no?2. Imagine the guy is a 5'4 indian instead of a tall white chad with insane musculature KEK.Chad gets to daterape women and has fanfics written about him. Fuck this fucking piece of faggot kike shit world. I'm killing myself tomorrow. Fuck this. I'm taking a train to the town over so my mom wont find me and slicing my fucking wrists in a McDonald's bathroom.Fucking spook retard femoid piece of shit world. Not a fucking moment of peace in this hellhole. I all but left society and my ONLY form of social contact is this taiwanese basket-weaving forum. I go there, to the outcasts, to "my" people, and all i see is MORE of fucking CHAD worship.Women cant stop jabbing their fucking fingers into their snatches when a tall guy breathes in and out. Castrated males get aroused when chad rapes them, and what do i get for high morals and belief in ethics? I get to sit home and watch my walls rot.I'm fucking killing myself tomorrow. I mean it.
>>42105623Hey, if someone born female can become a chad as in this story so can you. I believe in you chudnon, you will get your hot trans gf.
>>42105588i meant like in a real situation not within a greentext
>>42105648I'm killing myself and going to hell for it. I appreciate the kind words but too little too late. I'll be dead by tomorrow.At least i'm ethical and white so i'm not gonna completely crash out and take anyone with me. I'm at the point where i understand the impulse but my morals remain firm. I hate this world but i refuse to stoop even lower right be the finish line.
>>42105648>Being dysgenic is such a death sentence women would rather have sex with literal penisless men.I'm killing myself.
>>42105623hey anon i know it doesn't really mean anything but fantasies like this do not translate well into real life. as hot as i find this i would be in hell if somebody drugged and raped me in real life. do not view this as a reflection of people's actual desires. you will find someone someday. you do need to put yourself out there, though, as it were. it would take a lot of luck to find your perfect person here, of all places.
>>42105623Nigga I mostly agree with you but stop sperging out over some faggots fan fiction literally just find a tranny who isnt stacy tier you can find clocky trannies at your local university
I just realized its a bit unfair to make randos online the sitnesses to a fairly distressing act so i'm calling of the suicide. When i do it i'll tell no one.Just imagined being on the other end of that exchange. You guys probably have good lives and as such would exercise some level of empathy even towards a stranger and it's not right of me to abuse that for emotional validation.Apologies.It's really not anyones fault i'm dysgenic. I got dealt a shitty hand. It is what it is. I just need to do it and not burden anyone with the knowledge but yeah its off so dong worry. You dont have to talk me off the ledgd.
Also Its not all about looks btwLike If you have some money saved up you can just offer some tranny here to live with you rent free and boom tranny sex whenever you want yes they are that easy
>>42105705Listen bro are you actually dysgenic like deformed or just mid, like 4-5/10 in looks?
>>42105721>No money>No looks>Short>Weak>Low IQ>Dysgenic>Failing out of college as we speak>Horrid personality>No social skills>No hobbies>No passionsNot happening.Again i appreciate all of the kind words. As i've said k'm sure you guys all rock and have good lives so your instinct is to try and share that with others but its truly over for me.I've given up on relationships years ago. I just want to disassociate for the next 60 years until i'm dead. I can't be an alcoholic bc that'd break my mothers heart but i hate being conscious and myself very much
>>42105734No woman would fuck me. I could be a provider betamale but i would genuinely rather kill myself than have a woman pretend to like me so she can secure a spot in the world after getting her back blown out by chad.My dad was 34 when he married so im pretty sure thats exactly what happened to him and its just genetically our lot in life to be betamale providers and workermules.
>>42105746>>42105774Fuck man well im sorry. Your situation seems worse than mine. Still though dont give up. Like, if youre doing college, i think thats cool. Try to finish that even if its hard. Good place to make some friends also.
>>42105849I dont talk to people. Theres 2 guys i do coursework with but i've never spoken to any of them about anything that wasnt directly related to coursework. The last time i touched a woman was because her bf shook my hand while making fun of me going bald and his gf followed suit KEK. Naturally the guy was tall. Face kinda w/e but it probably literally doesnt matter.I hadnt studied once and the midterms are in two weeks. Its too late to even try now. Its just kinda over.
>>42105896Fair bro. Maybe this semester sucks but you can always do better next one? I dont know man, you need some long term goal for your life. Either get a degree or work and save up enough money to live the life you want. Dont commit suicide though. You want to have sex right? You dont want to die before you can do that. Stay in there
>>42105975>You want to have sex right?No. I given up on that when i was fifteen. I'm hitting up a shrink to get some heavy disassociation pills soon and if that doesn't work dot dot dot.
>>42105999>givenGave
>>42102810D- larp
>>42106132Good enough to mindbreak a chud.
not to be a dick or anything but can we get back to the fagslop
>>42105427please please please please please i need more st4t im waiting for this to end
>part 4/?POST THE LAST PARTS ANON PLEASE
