if youre trans and attracted to the gender youre transitioning to. how do you break the "im ugly, theyre hot" cycle after almost twenty years
>>42110156be somebody worth loving in every way you can, even if youre physically unattractive. you can still be charming, sweet, hard-working, funny, and generous.
>>42110156by getting hot and by paying attention to just how many cissoids are ugly
>>42110193OK i know every word of this is truebut since the word love reminds me of my mother,https://files.catbox.moe/l53ddj.jpegthis is like, my kid self confessing my crush for a certain cave story fan, but now that i admitted it in public i can live the rest of my life normally and forget it ever happened, and after moving out of my parents house with the money ive saved from working do what you said
>>42110410what?
italian post on /lgbt/? what is this, christmas
>>42110537there is no deeper meaning than the text written just below the link. if youve ever read the comic oyasumi punpun before, the protagonist is obsessed with a girl from his childhood, well, i dont want to find myself in that situation. its like that with this cave story fan
>>42110613i didnt understand what the texts were saying. a lot of missing context.ive read punpun and i understand unrequited love, just didnt understand what you were saying
>>42110968Oh okay, yeah, the text was to a online friend, the scratched out names are mutual online friends between us.i guess the missing context is im afab, but i only really feel afab in the context of wilhelm reich’s works, in the sense i have a mental problem resulting from my sexuality. at the end of “character analysis” there is a 32 year old schizophrenic woman. raised catholic, who is “fiercely dependent on her mother yet despises her” but i partially made this thread because, im FTM and unfortunately it has been determined my brain is not schizophrenic. but like her, i find myself in a pattern, stemming from when i was groomed (for lack of a better term) into thinking myself as a bride for jesus, etc. but it was extremely maladaptive even when i was like, 5, boys would be like, why are you so obsessed with me? and id compare myself to them, but as a 23 year old man who passes physically no one expects a distorted ugly personality underneath and the cave story fan i meant, obviously its the guy who made undertale… when i was in elementary school i was obsessed with guys who played touhou and cave story so he exemplifies the peak type-of-person my elementary school self would obsessed with. by embarrassing myself so badly in public online, ive broken the cycle and can be free forever
