>Be Me>18 Yr Old Bisexual Repper>Incredibly sexually repressed due to status as a repper>Down Bad as a result>Say fuck it one day, download Grindr>Figure men are easier to pull than women>Keep profile blank, only have 18, Twink, Bottom listed>Endless sea of unsolicited dickpicks, Creeps over the age of 35, ect>Classic Grindr Experience>Starting to lose faith>Think I will be a virgin forever>At my wits end, I message a profile of a kinda cute guy>He responds, we get along well>Doesn’t ask for nudes, which feels nice>Send him selfies, says I look cute>Feel Giddy>Make Plans to meet at Hotel Friday Night>Nervous in the days leading up>Friday Rolls around>Scared AF>Virgin, so I don’t know how to prep properly>Drive to hotel late at night>Get there, spend 30 mins in car hyping myself up>After awhile, start walking to his room>Virginity isn’t gonna lose itself>Scared Shitless, what if he is a murder or some shit>Knock on Door, He opens>6.5/10>bruh.jpeg>Whatever, desperate to lose V-card>Get on Bed>We talk for a bit, he is at least respectful and doesn't push my boundaries>Also doesn’t complement me, or even attempted to kiss me>Ask to put something on in the background(1/2)
>>42112376>Mf puts on Dine in, Drive in, and Dives>LOL>Still very nervous>Cuddle next to him, start feeling him up>Touch his cock>EEEK>About 5 inches>At this point im just desperate to lose my V-card>The thought about having sex alone makes me horny>He gets on top of me, starts dicking me down>He hadn’t even kissed me yet but whatevs>10 mins pass>Feels like forever>Can’t really feel anything>He is either too small or not doing it right>Probs both desu>He doesn't say anything either, so all I hear is Guy Fieri moaning in the background>Start feeling weird>Not into it anymore>Let down>No longer in the mood>Ask him to stop, he obliges>At this point, I just want it to end>Turned off, I feel uncomfortable, and also Gross>I quickly make myself cum and start to get dressed>He shouts“Hey where are you going? I'm not done yet.”“Err, umm, I totally forgot I had something to do”>Pleads for me to stay>Eventually starts saying that he is just gonna invite more people over>Fine, as long as it isn’t me I could not care less>GTFO as fast as I can>Speed down highway to get home>Get home, parents ask where I was“Uhh, at friends house”>Go to bathroom>Immediately take shower to clean myself up>Go to sleep thinking about that encounter>Find the fact that I lost my virginity to a mediocre Grindr hookup while Guy Fieri is having foodgasms in the background more humorous than anything else>ffw a couple of years>No Longer a repper>On HRT for 2 yrs>Way more interested in guys as a result>Experience is mostly behind me now>Come home one day from work>See that Dine in, Drive in, and Dives is playing on the TV>See Guy Fieri take a monster bite into a burger>Hear him moan>Immediately get horny>WTFFFFFFFFFF>Now whenever I hear Guy Fieri foodgasm I get hard>Picrel(2/2)
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>BisexualYou aren't actually into men, just temporarily desperate. Therein lies the problem.
