because it is good and fun. i've been on hrt for five years and i've made my peace with being a permahon ever since i started skateboarding. i go to college and have a fake "research assistant" job that pays 15/hr. i don't ever study and every day after work or school i spend four hours skating around town. i can do cool tricks and i eat whatever i want and stay really skinny. you should try going outside and having fun because its cool. every time i get mad i just skate and i dont really care about passing anymore as long as im having fun and looking cool. i imagine my method also works with bikes. any other anons like having fun outside? any friends want to go on adventures outside together?
>>42116428i tried this for awhile.. it gave me some honfidence for maybe a year but then the objective reality started to set back in after the thrill of going outside faded. now i just perma boymode, theres no point to go out any other way without acknowledging the way everyone looks at me in disgust.
>>42116463did you ever go on adventures with anyone. i like to throw beer bottles at abandoned buildings
>>42116536many. ive urbex'd, ive gone to parties, ive tried rock climbing, ive hiked up a mountain in the snow, been to so many local events and concerts. but the little voice in the back of my head only was quiet for short while. it only got louder over time until it was deafening. i dont really go out or reach out to irl friends anymore, im too convinced they find me gross or annoying. this has slowly ramped up over the past year to now.
