>be FTM>grow up with little sister in abusive household>be home for the first christmas where she's not living with our parents>she asks for ketamine for christmas>want to be the cool big bro so i give it to her>she climbs on top of me and giggles>feel myself getting hard again>she collapses onto my chest, her face right in front of mine>i lean forward>she kisses me>with tongue i'm so fucked. she passed out right after this but im clear-headed now. i'm fucking praying she won't remember in the morning. I just re-entered her life and I don't want to lose her.
As an ftm with incest fantasies this is beyond weak, ive written better greentexts than this while recovering from anesthesia
>>42117518you’re literally him, she probably won’t remember
>>42117518probably fake but this is just sad
>>42117532i'm still recovering from the ket but it's not really that interesting of a story. its just fucked. if you want more backstory you can dig to find my previous thread. i need to get some sleep
>>42117518>feel myself getting hard againWhen were you hard the first time?
>>42117518 You pass as a failed woman because a real woman would write a high quality 300 paragraph fanfiction just to flick her bean instead of whatever bullshit this is
>>42117518she kissed you for a reason anon. just go with the flow <3
>>42117566For ADHD zoomers 11 lines of greentext is basically the equivalent of 300 paragraphs
>>42117518>FTM>feel myself getting hard againHUHH?? Like an engorged overgrown t clit or whatever?
Women really need that erotica for the self-insert
>>42117626LOLLIL CLITTY BE PULSINVAGINA GETTIN JUICY
>>42117626Not op but yes Even normal clits get bigger during sexual arousal, let alone T clitdick.
>>42117626NTA I can feel pressure grow in it and it's visibly bigger when horny. Pre-T the pressure was deeper into my insides and now it's concentrated at the tdick
>>42117689Would I get the same effect if I take just T cream and put it on clit?
>>42117711Some cis women do that and the pics look decent. The sensation would probably be the same but I don't know enough to comment
>>42117518>>be FTM
>>42117518Rape her to assert dominance.
>>42117626clitorises can have erections, and mine feels like as if I have a penis which fuel my dysphoria.
>>42117689This should be the ultimate woman test fym you feel it in your insides I would've roped
>>42117554>previousif anyone knows, link?
Poonahs talking about FAT CLITTIES makes me hunger for a little microweenie snackBite it off and cheeeww
>>42117954Yet another thing I will eternally be grateful to testosterone for changing. Yes I used to feel it inside. I didn't know that I would start feeling it outside instead and once I did I realized how fucking miserable I was before
>>42118149Did you, like me, developed a more intense "penis envy" because of that? I swear, feeling how outwards it feels now it killing me, I have a lot of difficulty finding relief now.
>>42117518vfdbfngbdfvbfnhdvdsfbdgn god I need to be that sister I need a ftm older brother FUCK
>>42118226Yes that and one more thing. I already had a penectomy fetish pre-T but the bigger my bottom growth got the stronger that fetish became because I also became more of a top and not being able to fuck anything meant I needed a cope and my cope was to pretend my dick got cut off
>>42118441Your comment make me have a new view on all there penectomy and castration pictures I keep seeing on boorus. I always thought it was impossible for so many amabs to be interested in this.My cope is in humiliation about not being able to rape, but I just can't find any porn about it online :/It's a terrible situation :(
>>42117626T-dicks get hard you stupid idiot.
>>42118487I did not mean to trigger all my lil bros I was just genuinely ignorant that was a thing
>>42118477Bleak. I've found myself frustrated with not being able to fantasize about raping someone because being reminded of not having a dick sucked but I didn't turn it into a humiliation thing. I use my imagination for things like these so maybe I will try that cope out. Good FTM fetish porn is deeply lacking in general, even "cis man unwillingly gains a pussy" has more content>>42118514We have megamicropenises and we want to kill ourselves over it
>>42118514you deserve RAPE >:)>>42118596It's destroying me for a few months now. I even had a fantasy of a rapist taunting me to rape him back to further humiliate me because no pp.It's unfair how "penis envy" porn is about measuring dick size.
>>42118643Hahhahahahhaha fuck. I will say that occasionally I'm able to successfully get off to rape by framing it as me using an object or otherwise getting no sensation from it purely because all I care about is getting that person to suffer. If you have a lot of hate in your heart that's somethingWhat a joke it is that 3 inch dicks are worthless and I have even less than that
