>able to act normal and be likeable and look relatively attractive in public and with family>still suffer from depression and feel like a gay loserWhat to do? Holidays really got me down noticing it happen. I'm able to say all the right thing and be nice but at the end I still feel hollow. I've been to therapy. I guess I've never been in a relationship so I'm guessing that's probably the missing piece.
>>42118837Romantic love might be it, yeah. It's the most important thing to me personally.
>>42118837yeah having been in a real life relationship with mutual love was what fixed a lot of broken things in mestill got others broken before and during, so I'm working on those now